crytzlen

6december2011

2011-12-06T08:23:00.002+08:00

Hi Simin, this goes out to you if you still do ever come here.

Been thinking about you this whole day, no seriously. Ever since you what's app-ed me this morning. I know this sounds so weird and strangely les (haha it should be ironic since we proclaim we are together) but i miss you so much. miss how i can just randomly call you out and ask you for movies, miss how we just run at ecp, miss how you know me so well, even though we haven't talked in ages. miss how you can just sense that smth is wrong at training, miss how you know from my face that my day went bad. i miss our very very weird antics, and miss all the times we spent together.

when i was eating mushrooms today, i sorta thought of you... HAHA. oh well. things ain't going v well in some ways now... i think you know what i mean. but yeah, as always, i'll try my best to pull through. i know things aren't going that all well for you too, but please remain strong okay? keep happy and remain positive even if life gives you shit, coz that's how you'll emerge from the shit... cleaner. o.o very very bad analogy. but yea whatever you get my point. love you hope you feel better soon don't know when you will read this but i thought it'll be weird telling you to read it yet i wanna say it so bad.

so incoherent but yah think you will understand.

1september2011

2011-09-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

the one thing i probably can't handle... helplessness. just standing there, seeing things crumble, seeing things evolve into the worse situation ever, but never being able to do anything. they say the mind is willing but the flesh is weak... what if the mind isn't strong in the first place?

life is a facade. however cliche it may sound and all, people keep putting up shows. i wonder for who. themselves? those around them, maybe? then we think, who gives a shit about what other people think? and we stop and ponder over that again and conclude, well, everybody gives a shit about what everyone else thinks. why do we have to go on and try and please others? why don't we live for ourselves? it's precisely because of the way the world is engineered. competition stimulates growth. and in the process, hatred, pain, hurt, jealousy, envy, unhappiness. live for yourself blahblah, bullshit.

i think maybe going to london is good after all. leaving all these behind. what lari said was right. escapism. it ain't a good thing. but looks like it ain't a bad thing after all. ha. need to break out of rituals. need to have a brand new start. change my perception of things. look from another perspective. and meet new people.

familiarity breeds contempt. i dare say it breeds fear. fear to not succeed again, to fall prey into what one thought one could so easily master. but then again that doesn't mean we cannot emerge victorious once again. it only takes time i suppose.

oh well. what an incoherent post. bye.

17August 2011

2011-08-17T14:31:00.003+08:00

I wonder who ever comes here except myself.

Pre-departure jitters! Less than 1 month. A lot of things to get done, not ready ttm. I've been very worried nowadays. About different things. But you make it so much better (:

taily.

4september2010

2010-09-04T11:52:00.002+08:00

okay, so i took h3, econs, gp.

totally demoralising, h3 especially. went home yesterday and kept thinking about it, thinking about studying and what im doing with my life right now.

i haven't been sleeping well and didn't get a good nights sleep last night at all. i can wake up thinking about ATP, chemical reactions and how to perform a TAP tag. and it's so frequent, i wonder if i am actually sleeping or really doing work.

haha this really sucks. im craving alot alot of things, especially japanese food. oh well. next week is hardcore all the way. thanks for those who've been supporting me, simin and emelia especially.

need to change my mindset perhaps?

15june2010

2010-06-15T10:44:00.002+08:00

i realised i was quite stupid a few months back. the days i spent wallowing in self-pity and thinking life is so bleak and telling myself that i suck and all. well, things haven't exactly changed, i mean i know i'm not all that great and things aren't that good either but i just haven't been thinking about it, and i guess it made my mind less heavy.

i felt that feeling again yesterday, the feeling that i'm so incompetent and i'm never gonna succeed in life. i'm gonna regret all i didn't do, and all i did do, and think why im not as capable as other people out there. cause i can be, right? but somehow along the way.. something messed up.

to be honest i feel happier without trainings. i miss my batchmates and all, but i think now i have the freedom to do things at my own pace and not worry about team, not worry about not playing, and not worry about speed or batting or throwing or catching and all that stuff. one less thing to worry about i guess. many more to tackle still.

10june2010

2010-06-10T08:41:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, 10th of june... haha let's see what i've been doing after season.

1. okay i just stared at the table for a few seconds i realised i've been doing nothing. hmm.

2. guitar concert with emelia xinen jiali pang (: and met qinyan and yanling there!

3. sundown marathon which i almost died, seriously my most challenging run ever. can you imagine running a straight road for an hour plus, in the DARK?! i was counting streetlamps to see when the road will end. and there's nothing to see, occasionally an usher here and there, by 2km i wanted to ask the usher to call my mum and say i was dying, haha. and the only photo i got was me looking down at the floor at the finish line making sure i stepped past the championchip thingie. siannnn i thought i smiled for cameras along the way.

4. rproject with mel and ass! batch (half of them) went too. haha ass's cool dslr :D

5. three days of h3...

6. nothing else much. going out with my mum at night (pretty often) and yeap my bro's coming back from his backpacking trip this sunday!!

oh well, bye.

24may2010

2010-05-24T17:33:00.003+08:00

sigh why is it that everytime i come here the first thing that i wanna say is that time passes so fast?! haha. oh well, really really tired today, physically, mentally, emotionally, whatever. softball has come to an end, 6 years of sweat, tears, drills, laughter, pain (both literally and figuratively) and most of all, memorable times with my best girls (: we put up a good hard fight, and at first i was okay with the result, but it was probably because we put up such a hard fight that it started to hit me that night. in any case, i love every single one of yall. and no matter what, it's our turf, now and always. and we did all we could, it was just God's will that things did not turn out the way we wanted it to. but of course, season is more than playing (i figured that out long ago) and that the times we spent tgt, that's what really matters. remember us lying on each others stomachs and the feeling was just... i dunno, like we're really all one and united. we are bonded together by our very passion for the sport, and the love for one another.

talking about softball and batchies and all, we went out on saturday to celebrate amanda's birthday!! haha, and okay fine, lai's too. okay not really lol. but anyway, claire and i totally lived up the softballers-are-pigs dream by hijacking the free food samples at the basement (japanese isetan) BEFORE our meal because our wonderful batchmates were late (surprise!). haha we went to the ship, and yeah had a great time :D the uncle 1 + 2 were totally funny ttm. hahaha shan't elaborate about what happened, facebook says it all. went to walk around ion + wheelock and after i left the batch i went shopping with my mum and i bought stuff! whoohoo. the feeling of liberationnnnnn for that 2 hours or so? and then back it was to studying and drowning myself in books.

this morning i ran with simin (: felt really good and i think the endorphins lasted pretty long frisbee during pe was fun! but then the weather played us out ): so we went to do gym?! gosh i can't believe i was doing gym. okay i didn't do much la. haha so after that went to take a shower with mel, like not tgt but yknow. anyway we went off to the libs lol, and lessons after that.

alright hit me hit me need to study bye.

3may2010

2010-05-03T16:36:00.002+08:00

i just flipped a page of my calendar. funny how time seems to fly past so fast, but i'm hardly progressing or moving in any area. and funny how days seem to be so routine, its like i'm stagnant but the world is whizzing past me.

oh well, i wonder who comes here anymore. ha, did anyone come here in the first place? make it my own little sanctuary. everyday seems different. one day i can be way on top, heads up, feeling all good and keeping my work in check. the next i can be way below, tattered by all the things around me, feeling like a total loser with a negative 1000 self-esteem (or more), feeling like i don't even deserve to be here. moodswings, maybe?

i don't really care about what others think about me anymore. i mean, yeah i still do bother that people look at me weirdly, but i guess i like to do things when i like to do them. and that's what matters right? sigh. only if this really applies in the real world. out there, no one waits for you.

but i guess i'm glad for people around me. my family, for one, has been really supportive. thanks mum for always putting up with me. chilling me when i forget to take my file/shoebag/long socks and going all the way back for me.

i feel like i'm losing the heart to do anything and everything. i need time, to do things at my pace. but time is not at hand, no, unfortunately it's not. i dont want to lag behind and i dont want to slip but i feel that i will, i will before i reach november. and i don't want that to happen i want to finish i want to emerge victorious. but will i?

okay what's the use of saying all these crap. need to get my ass down to studying. or trying to do so.

22april2010

2010-04-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

i can't help feeling bad, but i can't help feeling angry either. everytime i see you, it starts again, all over again. and when i try to reconcile how i'm feeling, it just boils down to hurt, pain, and bad memories that can't be erased, and you know what, i just can't be bothered. just leave me alone and get out of my life please? i don't see why you can't do it if i can.

16february2010

2010-02-16T17:09:00.004+08:00

happy cny/vday everybody!

take 5 was quite fun this year. biathlon champs team shihao is gay! and guys won handball! captains ball was... quite fail haha actually i dont really know only stayed for the first game and hanging out with gancheong spiders. there was lotsa free drinks and after that we bathed with our towel that we won haha hung with softballers at vivo yay love yall :D

cny this year kinda lacked the festive mood, but oh well, i slept alot and didn't do much of anything. sigh lari's was quite fun :D majhong!! haha and my bro and i were so bored... we had to admire the painting in my auntie's house...

elizabeth is leaving soon sighhhhhh ): and i need.to.get.myself.back.to.work.

og :D

awesome possum

:D

CAL heehee

yay!

i like this pic! junru since when were you running alongside me and why was i smiling so happily. lol.

claire's cool camwhore skillz.

cute cousyyyy.

back to reality yo.

11february2010

2010-02-11T19:53:00.003+08:00

j2 life ain't easy. no matter how much effort i put it, nothing seems to pay back. and yes i'm working hard but sometimes i wonder what's the use? what's the use of studying so hard and forgoing all your time, and most importantly, friendships and relationships? what is happiness like? do i really want to be happy, or just not fall behind everybody else?

whatever the answers to those questions are, i probably won't change what i've been doing all these years, i probably will just be the same old me at the end of the day. blame it on my character, blame it on the way of life, but really, maybe it's my fault? i guess i've to come to a compromise, but then again, i never seem to do so. at the end of the day, it's just back to square one.

i'm so drained, physically and mentally. i can't go through each day without feeling tired. and it's irritating and vexing, because sometimes i really admire those who are so happy and high and can keep that spirit all day. i wonder how that feels like.

remain positive, remain optimistic, think of happy things... all these can't and won't work anymore. i just get the feeling that my future is so bleak, and i'm totally killing myself, and i won't be truly happy at the end of the day. happy. what does that even mean.

3feb2010

2010-02-03T20:35:00.001+08:00

G'alvea 2010. (: well done all oteamers!

19jan2010

2010-01-19T22:06:00.004+08:00

this sucksssss ): i hate this but it won't go away. it'll always be like this and no matter how hard i try (if i'm even trying at all) it'll still remain this way. it'll always be like this and i don't even know how to get out. it's like this huge hole you're stuck in all the way at the bottom, people come and laugh and stare at you like you're a weirdo, and you're sorta contended to be down there at times, most of the times in fact, but then again you wanna get out so bad, but you don't know how. and you're just stuck there alone until you perish, gone from the face of this earth.

i don't even know why i'm letting myself feel this way. it's so stupid and irritating and i hate it ttm but i can't stop. maybe someday, just maybe. when is liberation.

15jan2010

2010-01-15T19:57:00.003+08:00

The first week of school has been draining yet exciting! J1s came in and open house and i was really itching to train but it rained. studying in ri after training, bathing in the toilet with hot water (shower party!!), passing shampoo all over the ground hahaha. having new tutors, eating samosas, proteo with mrchan, oteam stuff. whoaza. and a new home room on the 6th floor.

not to mention tutorials, tutorials and more tutorials, essay outlines, gp essays...

welcome to j2 man!

6jan2010

2010-01-06T21:27:00.004+08:00

chiangmai was good. thanks adiv'10 for all the fun, sweat and laughter we had. not forgetting 7-11 visits, free wifi, foot/body massage, 1-for-1, mango sticky rice, sunglasses, shopping, coughing in the dugouts, charcoal pills, strepsils, cough drops, corridor nights, cards, matching backpacks, fireworks!! and floating lanterns!!, twilight, lying on the shelter grounds, men's toilet regulars, twit photos... and the list goes on (:

it's back to reality, don't really want to face it.

25december2009

2009-12-25T11:19:00.002+08:00

what a bright time, it's the right time, to rock the night away (:

christmas is the season of ~~giving~~baking, hahaha. midnight mass last night i slept at 4 gosh i am tired. but got to meet a few people, including auntie anner, auntie prisca, auntie angelique and all their families. and amanda and thom too! have a blessed christmas everyone.

21december2009

2009-12-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

sometimes after a while, it really seems that there's no point to things. you keep doing and doing and trying and trying, but somehow it doesn't pay back. and you repeatedly get frustrated and whine and curse and swear, but there's no use really. and then you look around, you have to get it out, but then again there's no one you can turn to and no one you can lean on. and it hits you straight like a cold, hard slap right across your face - you're alone.

i probably need to go for some anger management courses or something. i keep getting moodswings every few days and it ain't very fun. i need to learn to stop complaining and start doing something to make things change. or maybe, to just be numb to everything. i'm sorry to everyone who had to bear with me today i know it was so inconsiderate and selfish.

17december2009

2009-12-17T16:17:00.004+08:00

eeee time passes so fast i don't like ): but then again i'm started to get excited for chiangmai haha.

my life is v boring, other than playing with my phone apps and hanging around i haven't been doing much. tuesday didn't go for cip and wednesday was training in the morning again. after that i went to find elizabeth cause she was working at 313! haha so i bought this soup (2nd cheapest thing on the menu) and then sat there for about 1 and a half hours doing sats, watson came afterwards to find me and i talked to elizabeth a little bit, when she came to refil my water/ask me for water/pass me the menu lol didn't dare to talk to her much.

after that watson and i decided to cook. so we went to cold storage to get some stuff and then went into marche to look at the stuff they had and we saw rosti... so haha we decided to make rosti!! went back to his house and we baked cookies/cooked chicken stew/cooked rosti. wats was sick, so must cook edible food for him.

the master head chef (haha are you happy now) shaping the cookies...

our cookie heart! but it was broken later :O

chicken stew. standard recipe: chicken, onions, carrots, potatoes. can make everything from porridge to stew.

rosti in cute heart shape egg pan hahaha.

mum came and fetched me home after that and on the way to serangoon in an attempt to buy sour cream i saw shihao and i recognised him from his shirt that all of us were discussing today. i was like eh, that shirt looks like foot's. wait, it is foot!

random pics from sunday at mind's cafe. (:

luv you guys.

14december2009

2009-12-14T18:15:00.002+08:00

oh wells, another week gone.

thursday was totally me time, went to ahmah's house, bought a few things, and spent the rest of the day studying. it was good, really good, and didn't have that in a really long time. friday morning foot and i impromptu decided to bake, and so we met at tp in the morning and then bought cheese and other ingredients. issac came along too. the two of them were so ting hua, whatever i said they did hahaha. but anyway, we baked oreocheesecake! and in the end we only added in half the cheese T.T anyway went back to tp after that and checked out iphone and then i went to lynnette and yuda, we recee-ed the area a little.

saturday training was okay i guess, not as long as the last one on wednesday. we played a game against the cboys and then after that mum and i went to check out iphone at tp. and they told us we only could get it at the main stores, so we went to parkway, and yeap. i got my iphone. hahaha and i bought a cover too, and played with it all the way till 1 in the morning...

woke up today feeling quite good, went to ahmah's house. got my jeans yayz ahmah is awesome (: haha went to church and then was supposed to meet eme jiali xinen at ehub but i totally didn't read it on msn last night while talking to eme cause i was playing with my phone i guess o.o so in the end change and we met at dhoby. before that i walked around and wats came to meet me for a while so i didn't seem like some loner walking around at orchard myself. but i don't mind doing that myself also it's not loser-ish i kinda like it actually. haha but anyway i refused to follow him to orchard and met the rest and jiali bought weird stuff lol. we went to mind's cafe and then played some cute animal game steal here steal there in the end i lost o.o and after that we played uglydoll but failed and then we ended up playing truth or dare jenga. dinner at nihon mura had a real nice time catching up (:

training in the morning, gym and circuit. we ran with the tyres hahaha and after that went to eat with the girls before going for sports talk. thanks liying's mum for sending me home (:

kinda feeling a mix of feelings right now i don't even know what i'm supposed or expected to feel. but whatever happens, happens, and for a reason (i hope).

9december2009

2009-12-09T19:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN (:

the past few days have been passing really fast and i've been catching up with people and all, which i guess is a good thing. sunday didn't do anything at all. took out sats and just put it on the table and didn't even touch a single question. kinda felt like my mind was floating... zzz. anyway, after training on monday eunice and i went to j8 and we gave up on making pizza and decided to be pigs so just bought food back home. haha watched yesman and then swam. thanks eunice for spending the day with me! at night went to amk hub and bought simin's present part 1. (:

tuesday it was cip in the morning met wats and went for breakfast... i didn't eat la watched him eat. then after that we went to pack cards and halfway i went to meet elizabeth! yay i'm glad i saw her after so long. went to job hunt at shenton way and then went back again for cip and we did gel art :D it was really pretty and really nice. simin's present part 2! then went to toapayoh after that and bought simin's present part 3. hahaha.

today during training we discussed a whole lot so we decided to use fake plan C. and we carried it out to pretend that we wanted to surprise her after training so simin won't suspect anything. anyway after that we went to get cake at j8 while the rest ate at pastamania and then rushed down to timo's house and camped out there. hahaha and the rest came and we called simin over pretending timo's mum wanted to pass their family something... and surprised her. hope you're happy simin have a great birthday. thanks for being so awesome all these years and i'm really thankful for you (:

i really need a day alone...

3december2009

2009-12-03T21:12:00.017+08:00

whoa okay here i am in india blogging. anyway andrea and i found this broadband place opp our hotel yeah so we are using internet and stuff. okay talk about last week first!

thursday
after school had isle meeting then the rest of the batch went for sports talk while i went for ea meeting. so yeah then met the batch after that and we went to visit thom at ttsh. hope you're better thom! hung around with eunice at novena and talked abit before going home...

friday
ea taking of photos hahahaha it was quite funny and we walked not as long but still pretty long. mysterious fragrance lol anyway after that went back to school and met lai + mandee after they did the diamond. went to hang out at j8 for a while.

saturday
this is the day! training in the morning which was ok i guess. was feeling weird again but rain saved me... then after that rushed off for ea. yuda and i were being weird and stalking ogs... but hahaha it was quite fun la. after that walked home and packed and bathed and then went to the airport! thanks shihao, wats and eunice for the great pack of stuff (: half of it is gone by now. anyway omg simin turned up mysteriously at the airport! and kaibin came with us too. then we... FLEW OFF FOR INDIA... and yeah waved super alot of times hehehe. on the plane lai and i watched the time traveller's wife which was ok i guess. and uh i puked sigh cause i ate then the turbulence bounce up down up down.... so yah i puked :/ ok anyway we reached chennai and took the tour bus down to hotel emerald! lai and i checked into room 206 and then we bathed and basically that was our first day.

sunday
today was sightseeing and stuff at mahabalipuram. in the morning it was our day of unfortunates... lai set the wrong timing on the alarm clock so we were about 45 minutes late and mr lee had to call us twice :/ then lai got her zip stuck in the luggage so she couldn't open it and we had to force it open when we got back. anyway that aside, we went to a village, and i tried my hand at pottery!

haha the mashed up one is yishyuan's! lol super funny and the one below the opening shaped like a heart is mine. it was quite hard to mould it! but he helped us la. i was being enthu so i was the first to try hehehe.

and then there were so many children there and it was quite sad they kept asking us for pens but we didn't have any to give them. should have brought a pack. but anyway, the birdshit totally fell on ms chuah's hair and then i was like, ok just share jacket with yishyuan to be safe so we stood under esther's jacket and omg it really fell on her jacket! and on my side in fact. lol sorry pang thanks for saving me. we had a traditional tamil nadu lunch on a banana leaf after that, and the curry was wahhhhh spicy sia. but it was quite good.

went sightseeing after that and took lotsa photos at the rock temples and after that we went to an art museum then went back to the hotel. (: haha esther taught me batch dance and i am awesome at it (hmm).

monday
went to ascendas today, which was a company. it had an it park like in sg so it was quite cool la. hmmm walked around and saw baskin robbins argh pang and i wanted to eat so bad but cannot :/ anyway went to pizza hut after that and realised we got tricked! supposed to be pizza corner -.- so we took the bus down to some pizza corner store and had pizza. the service was... a little weird. like they served us a whole lot of potato wedges after we finished our meal? so we wasted alot of food sigh.

anyway we went to pondy bazaar after that and i bought quite cool stuff! for myself and people too. it was rly rly cheap and bargaining is quite fun heh. and i am going crazy over indian biscuits...

tuesday
today is the day we leave chennai. so yeah we went to an arts school (kalakshetra foundation) in the morning and walked around it was quite cool their classrooms were like nature style. we got a little sian halfway but oh well it was okay (: simin you rly cannot come to india there are like dogs running the streets hahahha i can imagine you running away.

esther + her bird shit jacket hahaha.

anyway they have cool insects like millipede like + red in colour also lol. okay so after that we went back to hotel for lunch. before that lai and i were eyeing the roadside snack stall so we asked mr lee to bring us over! and he did. and we took like a million years to cross the road hahaha, and the air was quite bad :/ anyway we went to the studio but argh we couldn't go into the music studio cause there was some actor filming? so we went to shop instead lol, not really a bad thing, bought a diary for next year for 5 bucks!!

whoohoo. anyway, airport after that. we all ended up getting middle and separated seats cause we were late. and i bet the guy beside me thought i was a pig cause after eating plane food i took out my biscuits and started eating... and then after that i took out jelly beans -.- and i tried to put the bottle into the holder for the cup but the bottle was too small so it totally fell through. gosh i embarassed myself the whole way there. anyway after we reached mumbai (which was v v v different) okay maybe not so much but you can see that its more developed. we went to the hotel and had dinner at 11?! hahah but it was non-indian food (at least not all) so we ate super alot and had 2 dinners. (lai loves this, she was super excited the whole way through.)

haha sorry guys, the best i can do to salvage this picture

wednesday
the hotel in mumbai is awesome. its really so nice and pretty and the service is good and everything!

anyway, we visited the dhirubhai ambani international school today and walked around. haha esther and i found a mohinder suresh lookalike but we didn't take photo with him sigh. so they gave us a school tour and after lunch we went to look at their project which was really cool. they walk across the road to the slum area and teach slum children/youth/adults english. its really practical and useful and i really really felt quite ashamed of myself like wasting stuff and all. and they are rly rly rly smart, they know so much geography. haha oh yah they love taking photos!

after that we went to asha for education, another organisation helping slum children with education. they performed for us and sang lots of songs... and presented us with pretty roses (: gosh they were so cute + really really open.

went back to the hotel after that and lai had this brilliant idea to go for 2 dinners like eat alr then go back down again? so yeah, we did just that and we thought they were gonna scold us but he was like you had dinner alr? need me to take out more naan and rice? haha so they were quite nice la. we really pigged out and i was pigging out on indian biscuits sigh it was really addictive!!

anyway times up, blog more in sg. haha okay anyway, i was in the shop myself gosh its pretty scary but yah dont think they'll do anything they're quite nice i guess, the people here.

thursday
this morning we went to TATA, a foundation or group that is really big in india and all over the world. yup so visited their showroom and stuff, and oops we totally weren't listening to her in the showroom taking photos hahaha and we created a lot of jokes, for our own cheap thrill.

TATA nano, the fuel-efficient + saving car.

after that we went to have lunch at some buffet heard it was 10sing and we ate super alot sigh we keep eating so much lol but anyway, after that we went to walk at some of the bazaars and got rly rly tired at the end of it. it was some bristish colonial style so the buildings are quite pretty. didn't really buy much though cause we didn't stop by alot of the shops.

our "i survived" photo

kinda boring waiting for the bus.

lots of fruits!

super cute right! for you simin (:

friday
today we had a really long tour in the morning, went from dhoby ghuat which is the place where they wash all the clothes, uniforms etc, to the place where ghandi lived, to a mosque, to a park. had lunch at macs (oh no i broke my boycott sighzzzzz) and it was kind of different. for shaker fries they had it with some chaphati spice mix haha i can't really rmb what it's called but it was pretty nice. after that we walked down a bazaar and it was real good bought sunday-monday bag (haha it's a bag that is reversible) and then bargained a whole lot. lai was really good he wanted to charge me 400rs for my bag but we cut it down to 180. and shyuan was super funny. the guy offers like say, 75 rs? and she goes WHY?! WHY SO HIGH. I BOUGHT 5 FOR 100 JUST NOW. (dunno whether real anot lol). it's quite fun but in the end we figured 10 or 20 rs to us means alot to them, so yeah we just pay lah nvm.

dhoby ghaut

we learnt about ghandi and it reminded me of partition option!

at the mosque, breakfast table people (:

hahah watch our mouths

the taj hotel toilet hehehe

after that we went down to this fishermen's place, that had a real foul odour of rotting fish and stuff. it was the place by the sea and the smell got better with feng you and when we got in (smelt more like a wet market) yeah and there were many people shelling prawns there from real young to older women. and birds were super scary they were eating the leftover fish and we were kinda scared they'll shit on us. haha after that they wanted to bring us back to the hotel but it was so early we didn't want to so we requested to go back to the bazaar instead and we did.

hahah lai and i pigged out again at night with cup noodles and stuff and i spilled all the sesame oil oops :/ and now she's complaining that she's better than me cause she has to keep asking stuff for me (like koping the naan up to the hotel room, and asking the teachers and stuff) and i sleep more than her so i'm the pig now and when there's a fire she'll have to wake me up -.- oh wells, okay you win lai!! anyway lai is super weird she was watching horton one night and laughing at every single thing?! with like "SO CUTE!!!" every 10 seconds i was seriously o.o and stoning on the bed hahaha.

saturday
last day today, i wanted to watch amazing race final episode in the morning so when i got down late ms chuah asked where i was and what i was doing and i said packing hahahha and lai gave me away she said i was watching tv!! o.o but nvm i was doing both okay!! really. elephanta caves in the morning. we took a 1 hour boat ride there and then looked at the caves and there was a mini bazaar up the 250 steps (i think). so yeah lai bought stuff and andrea all time buyer she win all of us hahha and the monkeys were scary they can attack you!! anyway talked to lai on the way back.

lai had to take a photo with the lift guy.

train tracks on the island. lol it was quite funny cause we took a train for about 200m and climbed all the way up 250 steps by foot -.-

tour guide says i always need support. esther is trying to get away from camera lol.

lai thinks i have a secret desire to take a photo of the man behind us.

by the time we got back to the hotel for lunch it was really late, so after that we checked out and went to another mosque. we had to walk all the way in but it was really really pretty! and they have cool ways of making money one guy was sitting on the floor with a weighing machine in front of him so you pay to get yourself weighed! hahaha. hmmm after that we drove around the slum area and gave stuff out to the children. sigh they were all crowding around the bus trying to get the stuff i felt kinda bad and ashamed of myself being so sheltered and all. guess we need to think about those around us more.

catch the light and smize!

back home to singapore! i totally crashed on the plane and yeah didn't watch or eat anything and slept. my leg cramped up gosh but yeah. oh yeah on the way to the airport and at the airport puke number 2 sigh the bus was jerky super badly and curry + ice cream is not a good combi :/

thanks esther shyuan and lai for helping me! haha and i'm really really tired ttm now. guess the trip was pretty fun and i have two inventions! thirsty hippo (hehehe) and anti-bumpy bus (:

25november2009

2009-11-25T22:17:00.003+08:00

wah i am dead tired...

monday after training at ri went for ea meeting hahaha i had my totally sian face hehehe according to the rest. i ended up bleeding at my blister :O sigh it stained my shoe ): oh wells, after that stayed in school for a while doing work before going home. i kinda like ri at night, its peaceful and quiet... although a little scary. the next day was external comm reccee (how do you spell it) ok but wtv it was quite ok la we walked really long so really tiring and found some nice places. after that went to meet the rest of the softies at mdas! and we did cip all the way until 930. haha it was quite fun i relived my artistic days in pschool (:

today! chiongggg day. i decided to train with ri this morning cause dry run in the afternoon so yeah i did that. thanks flea for coming down with me (: after that i left a little earlier for math lecture, and then went out with softies to have lunch at S11. lol foot i don't need bubble tea. ok anyway my phone totally died on me on my busiest day ever ): sigh so without a phone i went to find the rest of the ea people and the gea-gents (gaygents) went for internal dry run. whoaaa really tiring and we ended at 9. cannot disclose info here. (aiyah i'm just too lazy). but anyway it was not bad whoohoo let's go and do this yay and my legs are super pain.

i am quite excited for india. and simin please come back soon sigh. (i realise my post is super incoherent).

22november2009

2009-11-22T23:01:00.006+08:00

these few days have been pretty filled up with oteam stuff, friday was ea meeting and saturday was dry run after training. haha my legs were dying oh well we had fun so it was okay! anyway, today after church kor and i test-run-ed and yeah i brought some to liying's house.

(: strawberry cream tart, thanks for the recipie eunice! btw, this is without the glaze... with it it looks better! anyway we surprised tan with the help of her sisters too and collaboration with becky and eden eating roti prata to get her out of the house... haha it was really fun la i love surprises and birthdays. we ate devil's egg and pudding and olive rice (her mum's a great cook!) and liying was seriously shocked but she was a total party pooper immediately saying "i suspected it -.-" eeyerrrrr. haha we gave her a diary + a magazine. thanks so much for being such a great friend, really love you (: after that we went up to the room and watched ghost of girlfriends past and i learnt batch dance from lari hahahaha :D and then mum came and we left.

oops, did i mention major camwhore session? hehehe we were responding to emotions... so this was:

worried. mandee + lari = classic.

sexy... lari is so funny and mandee hahahha and kexin looks "eh dentist why you never clean my teeth properly." hahah kidding sorry.

uhhhh i dunno what this was. but anyway i look terrific.

yay hahahah

i love her jug and 7up+honey+lime+mint+apricot+sugar drink!

whoohoo i felt like being crazy so i went to cut off my loose ends of my hair and eunice followed, yay it feels better now but shorter ): had a great time with eunice at the FF! go figure. we pigged out like crazy and grabbed bakwa, chips, coffee... hehehehe and eunice with her guava -.- yay love ya.

zilian on the mrt :D FF buddy we fulfilled our tradition despite many many obstacles :O

--
yknow, when they say true friends will always be there no matter what, it's really true. thanks so much i really appreciate it. and time will heal, i know it will. but i'm just not sure when. and it sucks not knowing, especially if you want it to heal so bad. but anyway, i'm not gonna think of it too much, cause the more i think of it, the more i'll be affected by it and it's already bad having weird dreams and fears when it's not really that bad a situation. but i really want it to go away anyway, and i know that i have to take the first step. well the first step ain't gonna hurt, will it? it's not like i don't want to, i simply can't be bothered.

19november2009

2009-11-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

i knew it was a mistake to start it, i knew i shouldn't have done it. but then again, i couldn't help it (or could i?) and now it's all going down down down, and everything ain't right.

today was a real bad day, how do i even start. didn't help that i had 5 blocks + briefing in a row, and i just squirted toothpaste in my eye.

wtvkthxbai.

18november2009

2009-11-18T09:03:00.002+08:00

haha alright at least i had a pretty cool weekend...

saturday was busy busy busy! oteam meeting in the morning and then we went off for subcomm meetings. it was getting pretty fun and exciting but we had to leave for training but it was okay la i don't mind training either. so we played a game against the guys and after that it was about 1 so i asked leen where they were and they were having lunch out so i decided to go back and bathe since i was so smelly and dirty. haha so i came back for EA meeting part 2 and yup discussed about more stuff (: after that at about 4 plus went to wats house and watched pck like mad, tried our coolioz icecream and checked out on reverse bungy that he's gonna pay for me... (HAHA)

whoa i slept for about 11 hours! woke up at 10.45 on sunday and watched freaky friday. then went to church for my cousin's wedding! my brother was doing so great reading the first reading until the last word when he... zhao-xiaed if i spelt it right (does it even have spelling) okay anyway, yeah haha so it was like amen, AMENNNN~~~ and you get the point (: and i transformed from half a lector to a flower holding girl. hahaha the baby cousins were so cute! anyway after that we had about 3 hours or so free time so we went to vivo to shop! (i was so close to sentosa class chalet sighhhh) but i didn't want to sweat and i was in the dress and stuff. but anyway, i bought 2 pairs of jeans hohoho yay and my bro bought some stuff as well and we had 1buck macaron! whoohoo. went for the dinner at night at harbourfront centre and my mother was the best. cause my cousin-in-law learns magic so there were some magicians there performing for us to entertain us before the dinner and my mum thought some magician was a waiter so she was asking him for chinese tea. lol it was super funny.

monday morning was submit i&r day! we all held one corner of the GPF and handed it in... pw is finally over i can't believe it. anyway had 2 bio lectures and then went for training and gym and hung out with the softballers after that :D

yesterday i met emelia/jiali/chris after school but jiali and chris had stuff on so eme and i walked all the way from school to ahmah's house (whoa inspired by simin) to ask her to alter my jeans (: after that we went to revisit the old days at amk hub and went diary shopping hahaha but kinda failed anyway i got some new joke hohoho. thanks emelia for talking to me it was real nice to ketchup (and chilli). ooh, after that went back to school and met jiali/xinen and estherpang and stoned a while before i went for EA meeting again that lasted till 7 plus real late but it was quite interesting hahaha and then went homeee.

alrighty later there's school! must.go.don't.pon.

13november2009

2009-11-13T17:26:00.004+08:00

okay yay op is over and i am coping watson's internet hahaha. my life has been v v v unexciting like superrrr other than pw and at home i basically haven't been doing much. yay me.

pictures from lasagna baking adventure with wats!! yes i must mention, we went to j8 to buy stuff and i was caught in the rain... haha but anyway, watson was going nuts with his tomatoes? i was totally for prego sauce or pre-made sauce but he wanted to be AUTHENTIC and NATURAL so he bought like a whole lot of tomatoes and made me pick em!!! >:( hahahaha but tomatoes cost 16cents/100g, so well i think we paid 2bucks or something hohoho.

all natural and good.

haha so in the end kor had a "J" lasagna to eat.

wednesday went to school early with wats again and guess what, i was caught in the rain again but we had great timing with the bus! like he was on 13 and when i reached the bus stop i just hoped on the same bus unplanned. and then watched simpsons hahaha and then training hmm everyone finished op but mine is on friday argh but nvm it's over now!!!! thursday was op killer day and today was the real thing. it all happened so fast and i'm glad its over. went to class lunch with the rest of the 3M-ers at swensen's and i was totally a scavanger ): hahaha then went to watson's house again to bake hoho we baked ~~strawberry jelly cheesecake~~ mok & tan's (think ben & jerry's) strawberry cheesecake icecream. WE ARE GENIUSES.

alright need to go now see you later alligator.

1november2009

2009-11-01T09:53:00.003+08:00

happy 42nd month simin (:

this week hasn't been good, many things happened but i wanna thank all those who've stood by me cause i really appreciate you guys. last friday was bodyworlds + astrid's party which was really cool and fun hahahah bodyworlds was so good! we did things i'm not gonna tell you what hehehehe. my sister's keeper alone on friday which was good as well, alone time + movie you should try it too.

whoa i'm really exhausted just ran 10k great eastern! haha felt really good and thanks simin for running this with me (: and um, my mum took lots of free stuff shall not elaborate haha we are really typical singaporeans. i saw purple dots this time though :/

okay byebye, nothing much to say. and God has a reason for everything.

18october2009

2009-10-19T17:53:00.004+08:00

i haven't been doing much after promos actually... staying at home, lazing around, watching videos... but yeah it's nice to rest and not study the whole day haha.

friday was my joelle day again, so went to bishan by myself, walked around the library then bought food home. i watched antm and finished the season and i'm glad i did now i don't have to stay up waiting to watch it hahaha. okay so yeah that was basically my friday. quite nice actually not very boring!! alright saturday was killer sun + training i was seriously soaked to the maxxxxxx. trained with the guys and did a few things including machine, was nice to be able to run around the field and bat and stuff hehehe.

after training went to meet emelia and xinen at city hall, no wait, suntec! and we watched imagine that. haha it was quite nice leh not gonna tell you what happened to me inside but that hasn't happened in really long! hahaha nvm. oh before that we fed the fish! no wait, not fed, just threw food at them and shouting "eat the food la" but they never eat. i really think they're too full and they should have some control over how much food gets sold to the public! but anyway, i didn't know that feeding fish thing existed. haha the sucker fishes were scary! and in the end we gave up cause they weren't eating. after the movie i went home first cause i was rly tired but thanks eme and xinen for spending the day with me (:

sunday was video day again gosh was seriously bad morning to night!! :/ but i swam so it was okay. and today! pulau ubin once again it was so hot gosh but quite fun la. riding the bicycle!! haha i haven't done that in ages...

this is a hint to everyone to buy me a dslr for my birthday kthx.

my best friend for the day.

alright, gonna swim (:

i need a hero.

15october2009

2009-10-15T19:50:00.004+08:00

hahaha okay wait so today was super exciting! and now chan mali chan is sitting next to me watching spongebob...

okay let's see first sunday was cip with esther. it was quite interesting and i had quite a lot of fun actually (: estherpang i miss you :D had ice cream from mama shop relive the old days hahaha. okay let's see... monday was back to school sigh it was quite sian and we only have lectures... but anyway pw had to prepare so had to go home after that. tuesday was 4 lectures straight in a row!! and then pw then break then pw again ):

wednesday was PW DRY RUN! oh man my crazy day. let's see bio lecture in the morning, pw, then assembly, then pw afternoon session like a conference! then at 530 i went for training yay i'm so glad i went (:

eunice came over today! i didn't go to school like many other people... and then met eunice at toapayoh to buy stuff to bake. eunice came over and we started baking... SNICKERS MACARONS for watson!! haha it took really a lot of work, and some stuff were quite cool like this...

this...

and this...

and not to mention... this.

we wanted to give watson his macarons but it was so hard to assemble and stuff, so we called wats to try our luck... and hahah watson just finished his dry run and so he came over and then we surprised him HAPPY BIRTHDAY WATSON :D

okay so hung around and then the drain clogged and we had to pump it like mad pt!! and then went to swim hehehe. and blew up the float (more pt!!) walked to the coffeeshop to buy chicken rice and watching polo boys now ooohhhh.

thanks eunice and watson for spending the day with me. i won't forget the marshmellows + peanut butter sticky thing and eating up all the chocolate before we even start on the real recipe... and failed caramel sauce. and capsizing each other on the float and soaking our legs :D hahaha alright back to polo boys.

btw, PAU I GIVE YOU MOST ENTHU PE GIRL AWARD. ("all of you must come for pe tomorrow!!! it's the only pe in 9 days!!")

10october2009

2009-10-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

hahaha so yesterday apple crumble... today cream cheese ~~brownie~~crumble!! okay wait let me talk about yesterday first... didn't feel too good in the evening sigh a bit feverish but i think it was the weather so yeah, watched heroes with kor (:

this morning pw! cause op next wed, dry run i mean. but anyway met with the rest huijun was going crazy lol... then saw watson! so we had this crazy idea suddenly to... bake again. hahaha and we called simin and wats pretended to be me and it was quite funny. anyway went to ntuc with mum and then picked watson up and came back home! and then simin came and we baked... watched shopaholic lol and stalked people on facebook and watched videos and fiddled with the guitar.

hahaha don't tell you why is crumble, you go figure. (but eh now should be brownie-ish already!!) anyway, walked simin to the busstop after that and watson left too. i just swam yay night swimming is aweeesommeeeee. okay need to do pw ): that's the way life is sigh.

9october2009

2009-10-09T14:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY PANG :D i love you to the max and i hope you have a great day today! thanks for being such a great friend and i'll never forget all the times we spent together. especially all our outings... duomaomao and lab stuff! hahaha and sec 3/4 times (:

okay promos are finally over, and i think this is the first time after exams i didn't go out. eh quite a few of the softballers finished already and only lai, simin, mandee and i were left. so in the end we stoned really long in the canteen and i decided to go home and bake...

hahaha but anyway i still enjoyed may day :D nestum chocolate chip cookies and watching dvds and then swimming! and i was really enthu i swam alot cause i felt so good and free and then suddenly mandee smsed me gym tomorrow?! o.o i almost died but nvm la still can. so yeah the next morning i met lai and simin at school before pw and we went to run around school haha quite an experience. and then pw lecture followed by gym. mum came and we went to orchard together, watched 500 days of summer which was... okay i guess, not that fantastic. but anyways, we walked around and stuff and saw lots of people. after that we went to buy swimming costume (9 bucks only!!!) hahahaha cheapo, but it was okay la warehouse what. hmm at night i met up with jiali, xinen, chris, emelia and we crashed esther's house! we spent a really long time thinking of what to do and how to surprise her and we climbed the wrong block. anyway haha in the end we did this bobbing/moving around/changing position singing birthday song thing... and gave chris and her brownie :D hahaha (happy sex-y seventeeth lolol) okay nvm. hope you're happy pang (:

okay at night antm/the simple life haha no other show la in the end so went to sleep. i felt quite good this morning... was smiling at everyone i saw o.o anyway went to j8 and brought the guitar along in an attempt to restring but they don't restring so i bought the strings back... and bought stuff to bake as well... and went to the library! yes lots of me time. (: and when i came back, i totally tried to be smart and wasted my 5 bucks okay nvm the string broke again argh.

alright, post-promos = pw also. let's gooooo.

19september2009

2009-09-19T10:53:00.001+08:00

you hardly even know what's going on, you're not even there. i need to learn to let go, but then again, it's not that i'm holding on, i simply can't be bothered. after so long, it has become... pretty much a part of me, and it's not anything new, not anything unusual, so why bother, why care? but i need to try, i know i need to, i can feel it and i felt it last night. but i need the strength, and where do i get it from?

at this point i really can't be bothered and i have other things to think about.

6september2009

2009-09-06T17:22:00.003+08:00

well, i haven't done a photo post in really long, so here goes.

hahaha play with the white + black function yo.

okay picture quality v bad!!

be jealous be jealous (haha i think only mandee/lai will understand)

safra (:

yellow ribbon prison run! weather was really good, haha this is for simin so i don't have to bluetooth it over.

okay promosss.

3september2009

2009-09-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

1. HAPPY 41 MONTHS SIMIN! i love you very much, don't stress out and everything will be okay alright? we'll face this together.
2. I am super tired, just got back from some psuedo (first-order reaction) pw meeting but we need to do WR!!!! :/
3. Yellow ribbon project run this sunday i hope it'll be fun (:
4. PE today was the funniest PE ever. we went late, cause we couldn't find the venue, and because there was some fixing works and stuff like that we had to play at the windy benches. so nvm, we started playing some modified ball game and frisbee. so we played the ball game first then shifted over to frisbee lol gunawan and pau are totally weird?! hahahaha nvm so anyway gunawan threw the frisbee up and it got caught in the attic structure thingie dunno what its called, then ms koh ask me to throw the ball to get it. so throw throw then cannot, then pau throw, then gunawan throw, then heidi throw, then almost got stuck, then throw again, THEN REALLY GOT STUCK, so great hahahahha our two materials for playing the games are stuck. so ms koh just said: UH, GO FOR YOUR BREAK. hahahaha?! funny to the max la and it was really not a secret ploy for us to go for break early ok.
5. let's go everyone, promos!!!
6. to the batch, i love you all and i hope everything goes fine (:

27august2009

2009-08-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

whoa haha today was the most fun pe ever! no sweat group totally wins handball (quite the opposite) but had a great time laughing and cheering and.. trying not to sweat.

okay promos soon jiayou everyone. :/

8august2009

2009-08-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

okay is it my com or why is blogger so weird! but nvm i am using ie to type this now...

okay these few weeks have not been interesting at all really boring and time is passing so fast.

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR (: love you very much and thanks for being the most awesome brother ever.
2. borrowed 4 dvds from the library hehehe to fill me up during the long weekend.
3. national day celebrations were quite cool, i liked the sms contest and superlatives. but towards the end i was a bit sian guess the day was really long.
4. went out with jiali emelia xinen after that :D yay i love you guys it was nice to catch up and stuff. haha headed down to ion (for my third time) and loads of people were there.
5. training this morning was quite okay not bad i guess we had diamond which made it better but yah couldn't really throw/field today :/ it was super hot was sweating like a pig and stuff.
6. okay i don't really know what to say guess that's my life... haha saw amos today!

time is passing so fast and i'm just going with it. kinda makes me think- is that what life is really all about? shouldn't i find some meaning in what i'm doing? cause right now i'm just going with the flow and every week its just another repeat of the previous week. but oh well, it has been like that for really long, and i haven't been doing anything about it. guess i'll just keep asking myself this question, but it'll never get answered.

oh yes, happy birthday singapore.

26july2009

2009-07-26T18:25:00.000+08:00

eehhhh this week has been kinda... draggy and normal. nothing interesting.

let's see what happened. i shall list it out in numbers.

1. training resumed on wednesday and had ogl interview
2. ran with lari on thursday my official running partner :D
3. elizabeth went back sigh that was bad ): and i didn't get to see her one proper last time.
4. heroes on thursday night. (i can't wait for the mentalist to show looks quite nice but i don't know what its about actually..)
5. friday i baked for my brother cause his birthday is next thursday and i figured i probably wouldn't have time to bake for him. oreo cheesecake :D dinner with the family (ahmah, yiyi) at jumbo. hahaha salted egg prawns (y)
6. ora game this morning, then went to ion with my mum after that. haha it was quite interesting and dunkin' donuts! lol but it was okay only lah i guess. the shops were pretty unique and cool :D

okay the new week starts tomorrow. my goal tonight is to watch benjamin buttons and finish it cause i am quite bored by it and i've been watching it over a few days now so must finish no matter what -.-

20july2009

2009-07-20T19:17:00.002+08:00

okay blogger is weird, i don't know why the formatting is like that?! anyway hmmm let's see. this weekend was totally wasted sleeping, no wait, not wasted, very good actually i managed to catch up on all my lost sleep...

friday simin and i had this super sian session influencing each other badly in the library after swensen's lol. okay i need to find meaning! and purpose in my life.. go simin we can do this together (:

hmm saturday i went for romp in the morning. thank you tami for helping me and talking to me throughout the whole thing. haha alot of them got pretty sunburnt but i was okay!! and yup after that went home and didn't do much. hpatpoa at night! lol harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban hehehe. and yeah slept really early like 9.30...

wow i woke up at 9.30am! so 12 hours. went to church then ahmah's house for lunch then back home and slept from 1.30-4.30 again so another three hours... well basically you get the point of my weekend. and somehow when you keep sleeping you keep feeling more tired?! hm. ooh and hpatgof at night, go figure ;)

today was pretty tiring in the morning cause of tutorial 2 blocks then gp 1 and a half hours... but after school went to run with lari then went to j8 to settle her stuff. saw really alot of softballers today! hahaha alright. tomorrow is long day i am dreading it to the max.

byebye.

16july2009

2009-07-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

whoa has been quite happening these few days!! okay happy birthday lari :D hehehe. on tuesday i was super tired cause of pw interview after school and seven blocks?! crazy. then wednesday went to swensen's with elizabeth after school :D had the students deal and talked alot yay hahaha thanks! went home after that then met her again to run and then went to her house and talked a bit to auntie jean (:

i just came back from harry potter with simin! it was not bad but i thought it should have more action yknow... sigh nvm thanks simin for watching with me. was kinda sticky from running with lari!! lari had this urge to run today so we ran haha with pau too. and now heroes is starting okay must go and bathe and watch yayz.

byebye.

13july2009

2009-07-13T19:28:00.001+08:00

school has seriously gone into full blast, but i hope i'll be able to manage okay. the past week has been up and down. ct results were given back, us trip was okay, us trip was cancelled, and i went to ask them if it was okay to go but don't think it'll be approved.

the weekend was for me to enjoy and get rid of all my weird thoughts, so i went to watch 20th century boys part 2 with mum because we watched part 1 and had to finish part 2 (and part 3 which will be coming up soon). um it was a bit silly at parts but okay i guess. lol. sunday we had the women's league in the morning with ora which was a good game played!! after that i went for bbq at elizabeth's house (: yay was good to see everyone again. elizabeth and family, david, deborah, nat... sigh was supposed to see samuel and amos but didn't get to see them both. it's alright we'll have another one! auntie jean's stingray and cuttlefish and sotong and rojak and chicken wings and prawns haha and many many more were so good. lemongrass with otah = (y) lol we played poker and my brother and i forsee ourselves going bankrupt with the opening of the IR o.o feels good to win though hahaha. had a really great time catching up and playing IQ cars ohman i must win that game!!! and of course, setting up the fire and bbqing. one of the very few successful bbqs i must say :D

i'm so glad there's protected time this morning cause i was really tired. so went to school with weishen and yeah school was tiring too. mum had mc so she came to pick me up and i just went to run with elizabeth. ): i don't wanna countdown the number of days you have left in sg! :/

alright i think i better rethink lots of stuff, things really aren't going the way i'd like them to.

6july2009

2009-07-06T19:04:00.005+08:00

happy youth day everyone hahaha.

alright ora game was quite fun only liying simin and i but yeah we had quite a lot of fun and a good experience i guess. went to look for shoes again after that but failed. at night it was a pH-ailed attempt to surprise lari. anyway we were trying to get lari and eunice's birthday cake into the kitchen but lari wanted to watch war of the worlds so i had to cheng ji the guang gao and hurry bring her up to "show her something" on the internet while lai ran in and put the cake. but it was quite fail cause when lari's mum came back i asked lai whether lari would open the fridge and lai SCREAMMEDDDDD and ran into the kitchen and lari's mum was like "who's birthday cake is this?" haha but of course lari fake don't know la. anyway we celebrated both their birthdays at least eunice was surprised. and watched friends, talked a bit, then slept...

this morning simin kexin flea and i were the early birds and kexin and simin left so flea and i went to watch tv. then we waited for the rest to come down and had breakfast that flea and i cooked (: everyone went back after that we squeezed into liying's car. let's see... 8 people? not bad la lol. i went to suntec to get shoes myself and yes i got it! and i saw some stuff but nvmmmmm. hoho. for me to know and for you to find out (:

i was just thinking what all this is for. at the end of the day, there's really no point. and i know this and i keep saying this, but it still keeps happening anyway. guess that's life?

4july2009

2009-07-04T17:02:00.001+08:00

haha alright i feel so sad i see my happy weekend drawing to a close and the start of the new term :/ but oh wells this weekend has been great so far and today/tomorrow will make it even better!!! warning: super cheapo post ahead.

thursday night i think i was too hungry and i couldn't sleep so i ended up going downstairs at 1 and watching juno lol it was not bad lah but in the end i slept at 3 and woke up at 7.30 plus?! gosh so i was dying the next day. i woke up and watched simpsons hehehe. then considering my state of sleepyness i was not bad eh i managed to go shopping with my mum/brother haha i went to get a onedollar mccafe double chocolate frappe cause of some voucher... o.o and then mum and i walked around first before kor came. managed to get some stuff so was pretty satisfied okay i only got one cause the whole shopping thing was for kor anyway. haha we saw jerrold at topman he was in the middle of his cts?! lol good job (y) after that we went to bakerzin to eat their cakes are on 50 + 10% off! i wonder what that means. but only for some. and ooh i had a macaron too (haha esther).

saturday morning i went to run cause i haven't exercised in quite long!!! and next week there's no training still hmm. after that i watched just like heaven (yup my three dvds from the library) and then went off to fetch kor from nus and decided to go to some warehouse sale to get shoes cause mine broke that morning when i was running it was quite bad i was running back to my house with a sole in my hand. but in the end we didn't get anything but kor bought something so we went to queensway since we were nearby but i didn't get anything either :/ ended up getting more of kor's stuff. lol saw xinen there! like many many times. church at night then dinner with mum at novena at ichiban boshi which we only paid 9bucks plus for cause of voucher, and then another failed attempt to get shoes o.o went down to bishan to meet kor and bought half-price cafe cartel oreo frappe (i told you so cheapo post) and then YETTT another failed attempt for shoes oh well. ):

alright ora game later and then my cousin's baptism and then sleepover and then tomorrow night another sleepover... haha probably i think. (: bye.

2july2009

2009-07-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

yes common tests are over, but somehow i don't feel that relieved. maybe it's because its back to school on tuesday again.

oh well there are more important stuff to think about now, but whatever.

the batch made me really happy today haha going out with them is the funniest. lai insisting that she knew the way to marina bay when it clearly stated that it was jurong east, and walking around talking and pigging out of course (: thank you all.

i'm really tired need to sleep and make up for all my lost sleep :/ thanks to all who have been with me through this haha especially simin who keeps calling me every morning and freaking me out before the tests.

23june2009

2009-06-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMELIA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICEEEE :D

haha you know what it's neither emelia's nor eunice's birthday today, but yah just wish them one day after/before. oh well the weekend was pretty much quite filled with stuff i guess. saturday went to school for pw and sunday went to pulau ubin to do pw. it was quite interesting meeting all the people/residents there and we managed to do a few interviews so i guess that was good. met simin after that at paya lebar finally lol where we got yoghurt and mugged a little.

monday morning was super funny, we met at sengkang and was going to surprise emelia. to check if she was at home jiali called her and she after she said hello... in a really drowsy manner jiali put down immediately so we thought okay, she's asleep and at home. we tried to call her mum the whole of sunday but yah it didn't work. so we just went to her house and bought her a cake + breakfast. when we finally reached at the busstop thinking which side to walk in through i suddenly saw this car drive past and emelia staring at me with her mouth wide open :O hahaha and so i stared back at her with my mouth wide open :O and um, she was on her way to school luckily we caught her!!! ohman haha she said her dad drove across a curb and that was why she looked to the left and saw me so in the end we took her dad's car down to school and had the celebration there. HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEETH EMELIA thanks for being such a great friend these few years and i'll always remember and treasure the times we spent together (:

supposed to go running with elizabeth in the evening but i waited for quite some time and she didn't turn up so i went to her house and then... she was asleep hahaha but nevermind another time!

today i mugged in the morning then in the afternoon was the big fail attempt to make fortune cookies for eunice. lol it was hard okay the baking book tricked me. for the difficulty level they only put one cooking pot but it was so hard! anyway i put 17 notes in 17 fortune cookies (that was bad) and gave it to eunice. went to buy donuts to compensate hehehehe and eunice had to assemble the notes herself (: happy birthday chan-mali-chan i love you loads.

alright, mugging mugging mugging.

19june2009

2009-06-19T15:38:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT I'M BACK FROM CAMP, SO RELIEVED AND QUITE HAPPY (:

wow i realised it's been pretty long since i blogged. anyway i'm gonna blog one entry myself and keep it as draft, maybe i'll post it when i feel like it. but basically the past 3 days spent at camp, it was really not bad. i would have chosen to go camp again, even with cts occupying my mind half the time. but yes, camp was truly a good experience.

now its back to studying. GO GIRLS. (haha liying)

oh yes on a sidenote, elizabeth is coming back yay!!

11june2009

2009-06-11T17:11:00.001+08:00

The Lord is my shepherd,
there is nothing i shall want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

8june2009

2009-06-08T09:03:00.003+08:00

ooh ok some photos!

secret baking :D

HAHAHA SOFTBALL BARBECUE. (DID I SPELL IT RIGHT?)

okay wait the past few days haven't been very fun at all, doing work at home and nothing much. oh training was pretty tiring, but its good for us. go girls!! haha think liying and her pushing arms thing... anyway, let's see. on saturday night i got a little high and i was thinking since i'm gonna be wearing my spongebob shirt given to me by lari... i might as well make the rest all fit my theme. so oh well i made the theme 'act cute'. hm. okay.

so sunday morning bright and early spent some quality time with mum first, before going to meet eunice and watson at toapayoh! bought ingredients for the secret... baking hahahah and eunice was wearing her 20pound peas on earth shirt.. and i was wearing yellow too and mum was wearing yellow too so it was yellow day. anyway, after shopping for stuff went back to watson's house and then started baking oreo cheesecake (i want photos!!) haha eunice = cleaning up device so she'll clean up all the leftover bits... leftover cheese, leftover oreo, leftover cheesecake mix... haha when it was done we went to watch simpsons and then watson ordered pizza gosh the cheeseburger thing was so good (y) and then switched to rob-b-hood and oh yes guitar hero!! haha eunice and i are the best partners ever doing it together we're not bad okkkkk. but drums were so difficult ):

haha we being the ultimate scamming people decided to start scamming, well, people. so isaac came first and we scammed him by asking watson's maid to open the door and then isaac asked something like, is watson in? and his maid was like, wrong house or something hahaha and we were laughing and watching from the intercom thingum. lol we did that to kexin and ryan and thomas and timothy but yah it kind of failed after a while. second scam! we scammed everyone that watson booked the pit on a wrong day? like next sunday. so we all had to eat fried beehoon/go out for dinner. lol and we managed to carry that one out smoothly only until right before we went down for bbq (y). hahaha so everyone else slowly came and some went down to play pingpong and then we tried to start the fire and it was not bad! bbq was quite successful lah haha.

and the guys started dunking each other i'm so glad i'm not a guy. lari liying flea lai and i were like the peaceful marshmellow toasting people, even ryan joined the gang. in the end i think jootat, timothy, thomas all got wet. haha eunice and i went up to bring down the cake and offered it to the rest :D then we decided to uh, jump into the pool?! so yeah we did and it was liberating!! haha the ice cold water was not bad o.o (as in the one watson poured all over me -.-) thanks emo-elmo for talking to me i really had a great time and thanks thanks thanks for everything (:

alright so we went back up later and camwhored alot on the mac... and yeah went home after that. yay it was pretty successful and fun thanks for your house watson and thanks everybody. training later!

5june2009

2009-06-05T17:42:00.001+08:00

things really aren't looking good. whatever seems right is just a facade, and whatever's deep down inside, you'll never know.

2june2009

2009-06-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA I AM HAPPY AND HIGH RIGHT NOWWWWW :D

BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERM! THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND ALL THESE YEARS (:

alright just back from... FOOD EXPO WITH EUNICE! yay free food = we are there. so in the morning went to do something uhhh not telling ya then went to swim with mum gosh i really love swimming the craze is back after 5 months of... abstinence. ?! not in that way. but anyway. eunice called suddenly to tell me that her pw meeting ended early! but i went to swim anyways. went to meet her at dhoby ghaut after that yay timing was good so i got onto the same train as her. :D trained down to expo and then we started our tour... haha we were hungry people and we totally spammed the food and we were wearing school shirts gosh. but it was good and thanks eunice talked alot also :D when we were satisfied after that we took a train down to orchard cause we decided we've been cooped up too long and haven't gone orchard in really long, so we went and then we headed down to isetan for free food trying number 2?! lol but there wasn't much. talked alot along the way thank you very very much we got secret coming up hehehe love ya eunice.

i realised ahmah went to food expo too like today!! but i didn't see her. and she bought back the biscuits that i really liked and almost bought also!!

haha okay i'm out. training tomorrow!

1june2009

2009-06-01T18:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 3 YEARS TWO MONTHS SIMIN :D

talking about simin i just had this vague illusion that she'll post, and yes she did. and i also dreamt of her last night (actually no, i only sorta remember jiamin. but i guess she'd have been there?) anyway, this is quite creepy i think i am suffering from simin-in-paris withdrawals lol like how i illusioned her cheering me on when i was running. o.o
(that was my 3 minutes of lesbian tendencies)

alright anyway friday night had dinner with kor and mum at cafe cartel love yall to the max had a really great time guess i felt so much more relieved that school was out. saturday didn't do much, went swimming in the morning with mum (gosh i haven't been there in about 5 months!!) then picked kor up from ecp, got my slippers (hehehe i love my ocean) and then came home... had a pretty short nap and spent the rest of the day trying to mug but not really productive. gosh sunday was worse totally didn't do anything didn't go ora in the end cause church ended pretty late and i wasn't sure if there were any afternoon games and kor didn't go also... but anyway today was cool cause i had me time again and so i spent it going swimming myself :D and enjoying the jacuzzi! sigh i wanted to train but it was cancelled nvm wednesday!! and then bused back to school for a 5 hour straight pw meeting pretty productive! (y) alright mum and i are going out for dinner now...

(ooh did i mention i just satisfied yoghurt craving hahaha emelia)

jiayou everybody for mugging holiday.

28may2009

2009-05-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMILAI :D

hehehe siandemodedbombarded my new word today. anyway yesterday was funny after gp had bio lecture ohman it was so long and mentally draining but we still had it anyway. after that we went to get our prize! at temasek jc and it was kind of weird cause we were late so we saw hwachong when they were collecting so we sorta ran in?! and just nice got our prize lol like last year! and everyone was laughing... anyway went to tampines after that had frolick! whoohoo then got a lift back from mum.

haha i am official BARBEQUE rep?! no actually its watson. but nvm bbq didnt turn out today. this morning had macs treat from the teachers! lol we sat at hodge lodge and enjoyed our breakfast with cake (that astrid did not eat cause she's been eating all the birthday peoples stuff as welfare rep -.-) that time, sorry renwei i bought you brownie for your birthday but i ate it all up hahaha and of course she gave out the 5 oreos to the non-birthday people when it was meant for birthday babies. anyway. we sang karaoke! haha really fun.

talk with mrchng after that and then went bishan to hanggggg. lol thanks watson for the lift and shihao for the new word. SIANDEMODEDBOMBARDED. now i can abandon siandiao.

26may2009

2009-05-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU ADIV'09.

won't wanna trade anything for you guys and words can't express how much i love you all.

22may2009

2009-05-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDEE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGCHIA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHEN!

haha okay today is birthday day. tues/wed consecutive matches whoaaaa quite cool nj on tuesday and tp on wednesday. tp's turf was pretty cool. it didn't have the sand part though. well done adiv so happy and proud of you guys (: hmmm thursday went to church with mum after doing pw after school and going to library to say hi to the softballiesss.

VJ TODAY. haha we're gonna play them on monday at finals whoo i am so excited!! went to celebrate mandee's birthday after that and mandee and kexin bought a cake for lai and manda and weishen together... so yeah we had chocolate royale (my fav cakeeee) and then had dinner with the batch. love you guys to bitsssss whack it out on monday yeah!!

okay nothing much to say gp cts on wednesday oh gosh i can't stop thinking about softballllllll

18may2009

2009-05-18T19:05:00.002+08:00

wah oh yes, yesterday was really independent day. went for mass then after that my phone died on me o.o and yeah so had to survive the rest of the day without it gosh but i forced myself to instead of going home to get my charger...

went to bugis and said hi to the korean auntie :D then walked around and bought secret stuff not telling you tried to search for slippers too but failed terribly :/ went to nlb and did research for pw. haha saw many many people there including junru's group! and it was quite lucky cause i could look at the example for research plan with their com and put my stuff with them and things like that. when i was looking for a certain book thing there were these two other girls who were looking for the same one... so i asked are you looking for this? and they said yes. and then they asked if i was a jc student i said yes, then they asked are you doing pw and i said yes. then they asked are you doing conservation and i said yes. and ohman we're doing the same topic but not same area of application! haha they were from innova. anyway could see that the library was kind of flooded with students i suspected all doing pw.

after that i decided to walk down to city hall in search for more slippers but failed again, then decided to take mrt home. i was gonna take bus home if not for amanda! who lent me her phone and i called my mum to pick me up (: kor went home that night sigh won't see him for another 5 days or so...

today RAINED OUT AGAIN ): argh i hope the weather will be good tomorrow. in the end i went back to class and then for bio prac which i will miss tomorrow and then back to library and.... BENCHWARMERS with claire haha really funny and nice yay.

gogogo adiv!

17may2009

2009-05-17T10:09:00.002+08:00

oh dear time passes really fast another week has gone!! okay i'm pretty glad cause this weekend i don't have to study for a test the past few weeks have been... rather busy. but anyway, this week was cool, season started! i'm so glad for all you teammates, you guys really brighten up my life and make me feel so happy hahaha. pre-matches have been mostly movie watching in the library and then camwhoring, then of course going to ri and starting warmups. wednesday was a really exciting day lari you totally scared all of us!! but nice one everybody defence + attack was really good (y)

on friday it rained out and we ended up staying in the canteen. haha yesterday we had a short training that was not bad i didn't feel too tired actually but the rest did cause of combined school trials (but now my arm is aching like mad i dont know why!!) anywayz, after training it was super funny cause ri had lots of free food from some event they held and we being such pigs as usual grabbed the WHOLE plate/containers worth and carried it down in aluminium foil cause we couldn't take the metal containers of course. really really funny and oh yah! we took all their packet food too -.- i wonder what happened to all of it cause i left after that but i bet they all finished it. hahaha. had family dinner after that with maternal side relatives and it was good catching up + we had crab! and nice food.

back to school, tuesday we had a killer 2 and a half hour bio tutorial... and it wasn't even prac o.o haha lai's birthday was on thursday and simin and i gave her earrings thanks lai for being such a great batchmate and friend all these years. i really treasure the times we spent together and love ya always :D

okay next week is 3 matches in a row jiayou guys!!

10may2009

2009-05-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

whoa time really passes very, very fast. the past week has been pretty hectic as usual, having econs test on friday was not a good thing sian.

yesterday was prolly the highlight of my week haha. had a great time with batchies after training :D went to cafe cartel to eat and spammed the bread like mad and laughed really loud. gosh i miss you guys we really must go out more and do more stuff together. season is starting really soon and i'm getting all geared up and egg-cited gogogo ADIV'09 :D love you guys to the max and play our best k i know we will!

mum and i went to check out phones yesterday before church cause i saw this advert in the newspapers... so yeah i got my new phone today teehee. played with it for really long in the afternoon gosh and didn't do anything much. simin got a new phone too!!! haha okay training tomorrow. ttfn!

3may2009

2009-05-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

whoa the past week has been sleep late week haha i slept about 1 plus thrice in the week which is a record for me. oh well friday was labour day and isle camp! haha it was pretty fun and i think we started to get to know each other a bit more and bonded a bit and considering we hardly knew each other at all it was quite successful (:

went to sentosa in the morning after meeting in school and checking into our hotel and then played a few beach games at palawan beach. in the end we played speed captains ball lol cause the sand was wayyyy hot and then we decided to bounce to the water and some of them got wet but of course not the girls lol. haven't been to sentosa in ages and so isabel and i were sorta noob around there trying to lead the way but we still did! anyway went to vivo after that and ate lunch. headed back to j8 where we bought food for cooking that night.

haha nigel, benjamin, wenrui, pranav and i were in charge of dessert so we decided to do some cadbury chocolate fondue thingum. the rest cooked spaghetti, campbell soup and salmon belly! haha it was quite successful way better than i thought. all of us forgot to get lighters so after we got the gas canisters and everything mr gene asked who had lighters and there was this awkward silence... lol and yes we are the best we forgot but anyway they provided for us!! lol lucky lucky. cooking for 3 hours then clearing up and talking alot throughout and having a great time :D the teachers brought dessert for us which was yummyyyzzz. after that we had a bath and then went to watch "heaven and earth" in the riel room which was very very eye-opening i guess. i was super tired after that so after talking for a while a few of us crashed while the rest stayed on until 4.30 (haha can't imagine myself doing that o.o)

girls!

isle vietnam 2009.

cooking :D

you gotta say it looks good.

i miss sec 4

okay woke up bright and early and went to j8 macs for breakfast. had a short sharing session after that and then we all went home. hmm went for training in the afternoon which was not bad but rly rly tired expectedly so i was kinda weird at times... ask dawn. lol at night went out with mum to novena in an attempt to get my slippers that broke at sentosa but i guess it didn't work oh well wait for great singapore sale then!! (cheapo, cheapo.)

kor booked in really early today ): had lunch with him and today was the only day i saw him properly and talked to him even though he booked out on thursday night. and i won't be seeing him for the next 2 weeks sigh.

good luck to aboys for their game tmr!! and happy 37 months simin (:

more photos from ophir :D

26april2009

2009-04-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

MOUNT OPHIR!!

haha had a really great time. thank you 3M for being such a great class, thanks for all the times we spent together abseiling the waterfall/scrambling down the waterfall and helping each other, trekking through the jungles and carrying all the bags, playing truth or truth!! and all the great sharings, bridge sessions, being such gluttons and finishing all the toasts... ooh yay thanks bunkies yihuan, huijun and junru :D

i'll always keep these memories close to my heart and i'll never forget them. you guys really made this camp so enjoyable and i wanna thank every single one of you. let's ace math test tomorrow HAHAHA.

21april2009

2009-04-21T19:51:00.005+08:00

ah sad escape was so wasted our free tix wasn't put to good use but nevermind. yesterday night after training i went for og dinner and to celebrate yuhui's birthday (: haha it was good seeing the og again sorry guys haven't been meeting up with you all. haha went to food court and had cake cutting session. this time the cake was much smaller not like the 1.5kg one!! lol.

BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY HAHAHA today mandee, lari, eunice, kexin, nic, simin, lai, watson, timothy, issac and myself went to cathay to get our free cones and show off our cheapo tendencies. okay we thought the queue looked really long but it was not too bad la i guess got a little high halfway then died down then went high again... we queued two rounds and got chocolate fudge and chocolate macademia :D haha and being such cheapos we asked for big scoops. anyway the shops over there were pretty uhm interesting and took photos and camwhored lol and just got home.

oh yes, check out my mum's smses that totally made my day.
mum: "Mum queuing for ben and jerry at vivo. Haha. What flavour shall i take?"
me: "Chocolate fudge brownie! Hahaha but maybe you will like the coffee one!"
mum: "Ok. Will take the one u said. Looks yummy!"
me: "Haha you so funny is the queue very long?"
mum: "I got my ice cream. Waited only 13 mins. Too bad hv to go back to offce. Otherwise, get another one. Haha, v fun."

and then suddenly one more...
"Decide to queue for another. This time will be coffee. Haha."

i was laughing throughout bio lol. okay tomorrow is napfa/thursday is ophir wowzzaaa.

19april2009

2009-04-19T08:28:00.003+08:00

haha okay so ora was not bad lah i guess i remember last year i was really sian but this year was better...

moved my lazy ass and woke up at 6 plus and then i reached school at about 7.15. wah cheryl and junru were late so i hung around, got my shirt and then waited. haha the walkathon was really a leisurely walk and i can't believe at the end of it they didn't give us the coupon and said something like RG don't have cause they thought we were from rg?! lol anyway checked out the stalls and walked around with junru/jolyn then walked around with cheryl after that. at about 10 we walked to j8 and zoom cheryl cycled home haha and i went to meet mum. was getting a bit sian there o.o but anywayz, mum did her grocery shopping. eunice the sleepy head just got up so didn't get the chance to go ri together. so i headed back to ri and met the rest of the batchies :D hung around even more and then they started to cut prices so eunice and i got sandwiches 2 for 1buck. saw many many people there and teachers and we started waving to all of them and saw mr ds too with his TRUSTEE camera hahaha wish i had more time to talk and catch up but the rest were already going to ri so yeah went to ri and put our stuff down. at j8 i saw jiali who was gonna eat xiao long baos!! and went to pick nic up and liying/simin had lunch and then we came back.

oh man yesterday was THE HOTTEST TRAINING IN THE HISTORY OF MY SOFTBALL LIFE im telling you it was so hot i was dying by warmup batting and yeah panting like mad. but it cooled down later and machine batting was not bad fielding was fun hahaha so it felt pretty productive! but now my sole hurts and i wonder if its gonna heal in time for training tomorrow/napfa on wed :/

alright kor is booked out but i haven't seen him yet cause he is sleeping now haha escape later (:

next week= free cone day! napfa! class camp!

17april2009

2009-04-17T18:10:00.002+08:00

whoopee haha bio and econs are overrrr finally. thanks simin for the nice time today at pizza hut eating my free pizza from the voucher i cut out during class :/ omg conan was totally laughing at me for 45 minutes and i didn't know! cause during math drho bought us lays and yeah there was this voucher thingum so i just cut out lor to get free pizza... then he said not only did you guys finish the chips someone ate the packet too o.o okay it was me hahaha cheapo ttm (why does everyone use this?!) but anywayz, simin and i hung out at pizza hut and was being quite bad to the staff haha nvm shall not elaborate. talked alot yay :D and then went to coldrock after that first time at holland v in really long lol.

alright next week is class camp. my auntie just gave birth! going to see her now (: okayz ora tomorrow. i hope shirt is nice o.o

8april2009

2009-04-08T19:20:00.001+08:00

i better be making a right choice, i don't wanna sacrifice anything more.

6april2009

2009-04-06T19:54:00.003+08:00

happy birthday jiali (: haha muffin that "we baked" oops.

alright so this past week has been crazy, really crazy. wednesday was training and thursday was mugger session 1 with watson trying to pull me to mug with them but in the end all my stuffz were at home so yeah i went home. haha friday mugger session 2 and yah home alone all the way...

baked brownies for my brother on saturday (: i asked the woman for cocoa powder but she ended up giving me cocoa butter?! lol but anyway yeah it was quite funny. oh wellz training after that which was weird cause there was lightning warning but kind of sunny and then thunder but still sunny o.o yay i finally got to see kor on sunday at ocs (: saw other people too like enghow, ian chew and other rj people. hmm can't wait till his bookout!!

need to sort out stuff, especially pi. and i'm excited about isle!! yay vietnam :D anddddd need to stop worrying so much :/

cause it's you and me.

31march2009

2009-03-31T22:19:00.002+08:00

happy birthday dad!

okay anyway i just wanted to say today we had this major pig-out session with magnum (dark dark dark classic!!) hahah but anyway amanda eunice nic and i totally ate magnum at the staircase walkway... hm photog after that then penetential service i saw estella and beat and had a great time catching up and i just got back home sigh so much work ):

oh yes this post was actually to say HAPPY THREE YEARS SIMIN. i love you very much and thanks for everything you've done for me. (:

30march2009

2009-03-30T19:09:00.002+08:00

feeling kinda weird right now, thanks everyone who talked to me and stuff. i'm so sorry for all the moodswings these past few days, guess things are not exactly going my way for some stuff lah. but its okay i'll pull through and everything will be fine.

i just wanted to say to ADIV'09, well done everybody. we've put in our best and it was a really great experience playing srcs 2009 and i think we all had a great time. let's jiayou for nats!! hmm yeah srcs ended on sunday and after three weeks of rain stop rain stop rain stop its over. really miss the past few srcs hmm.

huishan yiyi gave birth yesterday to a baby boy! mum came from kk to fetch me and she told me. i think they all said he's really cute and stuff haha. today was a really long and tiring day i'm glad its over. not that tomorrow is gonna be any better with the bio class test but oh well. i'll pull through. just need to make the right decisions at the right time and i hope God will guide me through it.

and for now, i'm just hoping.

27march2009

2009-03-27T19:39:00.003+08:00

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just got back from srcs, really really tired. played nj today and not bad guys! let's jiayou for hci match tomorrow. hmm after that hung around leisure park and then went back to watch the guys match. confessions of a shopaholic was... not bad i guess! better than expected.

i'm home alone tonight again. thanks and sorry batchies ): guess i just have to figure everything out.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!

haha yesterday lari and i felt in the running mood so we went to run around the track. ohman i tell you the lightning warning alert thing is really really weird. but nvm about that. anyway i am a happy person cause i got my fried maki + yoghurt yay and i went back to visit. sigh at night got a bit pissed with the weirded internet but oh wellzzzz. just came back from far east with lari and lai. haha after sk3wlll that was so tiring even though its my shortest day i waited cows for eunice and then we went to eat at j8 yay pepper lunch satisfy my cravings. haha then lai came down and we went to see LARI'S MAJOR TRANSFORMATION. no lah it wasn't that major and it's not as bad as lari thinks it is i think its pretty okay even though i still prefer her old hair la. lai and i decided to go back to rg first to get our certs and it changed quite a bit (especially GO area) and luckily we went back cause they were gonna close already. so yeah managed to get them but couldn't take for lari even though we had her student pass. and BECAUSE we had her student pass she couldn't pay for the haircut?!?! haha so we went back and passed it to her. ooh saw the juniors (and secones) training too and belly dancing champion was there with zhen.

after that lai lari and i hung around basement pigging out and then took a really really really long bus ride back home. i'm really sleepy i feel like konking out but have to do work sigh. jiayou adiv whack it out tomorrow!!!

25march2009

2009-03-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

haha okay first three days of school haven't been thatttt bad i guess. monday we had cool training cause ivan and the other seniors came down and then ivan gave us fielding so it felt pretty good and productive. and batting too. we did baserunning at the end ohman we should have more of it!!! ran a bit with simin after that and cleared my mind i guess. studied with cheryl after school on tuesday and it was pretty productive i managed to finish quite alot of stuff so yeah that felt good hmmm. today training was weird cause it rained and we carried the machine out wasted our effort! lol okay but anyway didn't do much so at the end lari and i ran and that felt rly rly good. :D

oh well need more stamina! and hmmm i hope i hope i hope (?)

22march2009

2009-03-22T20:09:00.001+08:00

you guys bring meaning to my life.

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so much for studying -.- haha i went out the whole of today! games got cancelled all adiv matches got pushed to next weekend. so in the end went out for dimsum lunch with mum and kor and then went to shangri-la to get some cakes for dessert cause mum needed to spend some money to reach her points so that she can get free vouchers -.- haha we got the chocolate truffle cake and tiramisu and 2 designer chocs :D yumyum. after that we went to buy kor's watch at toapayoh and then watched mall cop (not park mall/cop mall mum -.-) at bishan. it was not bad leh!! haha quite funny. i wanted to get a bag so we decided to go to the warehouse but there was nothing much so we went back to j8 and walked around for some errands and yeah i managed to get the bag hohohoz.

yesterday was rained out again sian. was playing hci halfway and then whoosh raining -.- so in the end we went to klp in the rain and got wet again and then sat around before i went to church (in fbts and slippers) gosh i felt really bad and i was a little late and i was freezing :/

school officially starts tomorrow and i don't wanna go back to schooling sighhhhhh srcs next weekend.

20march2009

2009-03-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

I AM SEVENTEEN AND 1 WEEK OLD.

okay whatever about that quick update before i go to sleep i cmi soon :/ went to simin's house in the morning cause mum went to marine parade to settle some post office stuff so yeah was planning to study but in the end was not very productive with waiting about an hour or so doing my brother's posting thing hahaha simin's com very slow :O k anyway after that simin's mum fetched us down to kallang thanks auntie and then we had yoguru. and now is the depressing part...

IT RAINED, AGAIN ): so we made a good choice cause we walked to the field then thought for a while then walked back hahaha cause we decided that it'll rain so we didn't go. in the end went to starbucks and sat down cause flea bought us a free muffin thankewwww and then we waited for the rest to come. eunice, lari, mandee, simin and i were left at klp cause the rest decided to go home... uh like lai and kexin and yeah met claire too but she didn't follow us.

we being the usual cheapos and greedy people went to suntec for the food fair and ate seriously alot alot ohman i think i ate at least more than a slice of bakwa cause they kept spamming and we kept trying?! and oh the chips and crackers i think we ate more than one pack too we are scary srsly but luckily we were with softballers i think with anyone else they'll think we're mad. haha some guy was saying: oh softballers very hungry hahaha. -.- but anyway yes we just kept opening the can and eating o.o the brownie was so good so i bought one home for kor and angkookueh and noodles and sausage and fried durian!! gosh i wanted to buy the whole of suntec -.- anyway we told lari about tootsie roll but too bad they never sell and yes in the end we left suntec finally after talking for really long and being such aunties. (hahaha love doing stupid stuff with you guys. as lari says, free food always tastes good.)

took a train down to tp and mum came and fetched me home. gosh i am fed up with chem and i hope tomorrow doesn't rain or you won't see a very happy joelle. i don't like getting played out and i want to play!!! ):

byebye. (it's my 300th post btw.)

19march2009

2009-03-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

haha og outing today!!

okay so we met at city hall at 1 then went for lunch at bk. thanks for the really really really GIGANTIC cake haha for aera emelyn me and waikit! ohman waikit's birthday was in march too but we didn't know nvm happy birthday to all of us :D

aera's chocolate + date + almond snack from abudhabi (did i spell it correctly!)

haha so after cake cutting we went to leisure park thinking of iceskating. bus 11 took like half an hour to come?! lol it was so crowded at kallang! in the end we went to arcade and checked out sportslink. aera was talking in korean to the korean stall uncle haha really really cool and she ate the rice cake! really spicy reminded me of the bugis one...

haha para para

shanzhi and eileen ate a really really huge slice of cake. amongst all of us (11 at first) we only could finish a quarter?! hahaha but eileen and shanzhi took a really really huge slice. anyway after that the bowling person called us but we didn't really wanna go already so in the end we hung around outside leisure park and got this guy to take a picture for us and we offered him cake too lol.

bused down to dhoby gauht and then walked around before having dinner. haha aera emelyn eileen and i are seriously aunties we waited for the price of the sushi to be cut at carrefour then we bought a carton of apple juice so it would be cheaper o.o talked a bit at istana park before going home.

ooh yes, aera's cool starbucks WATERBOTTLE.

gosh i can't believe i'm gonna be at leisure park for the next 3 days or something... srcs tomorrow!

18march2009

2009-03-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

alright i really had a bad monday night, thanks to all who tried to comfort me and stuff. tuesday was spent doing nothing much except some chem, baking, going to toapayoh and meeting chanchan there! and her ahmah hahaha and then going for dinner with the rest of the family and cousin (only one). oh talking about that, i had a bad tuesday night too but nevermind.

today was a happy day. i got really high during training which was because of the very HOT weather that made me vibrate really fast and with kinetic energy increasing?!?!?! so i was super dooper highhhhh (batchies can vouch for that) but anyway we did some 2 hour batting and because the weather was so hot i was like some fried piece of... thingie. and then we had match with the juniors. didn't feel too good during the last part i bet it was because of the weather hmm. after training i rushed down to downtown east to meet esther, jiali, emelia and xinen. hmmm i was kinda worried about how i was gonna survive www since i was already dying during training but i felt much better and had lots of fun heehee. we went on the urlah-lah or however you spelt it like twice and the first time we told the girl: hello, you look very healthy. hahah and the second time we wanted to ask her to take off her sunglasses but then she wasn't very near us so we just ended up waving. and then we took the picture! and bought it too and i looked weird like i was posing some model shoot but actually i smiled at the wrong camera. ohman i smiled at the security camera?!?! so i missed the real one o.o

okay but anyway we managed to take the waterworks who said you needed to strip! when jiali asked the guy whether t shirt can wear he said uniform also can lol quite funny. so we went the open one and the dark one and we got stuck many many times. esther took 21 seconds down the slide, xinen took 28, i took 29 and emelia took 34 hahahahhahaa cause she got stuck so many times had to paddle herself down :D the look on emelia's face at the end = CLASSIC :D okay i am not a bad girl i will not be so bad to emelia sorry ): haha and we did secret stuff at the tsunami pool shall not elaborate ;D and ooh the yakult water collection thingie and squatting underneath waiting for it to fall is super dooper fun yay. in the end it wasn't very hot so i don't think i got sunburnt or anything.

took a shower after that and then went to get our photos hahaha then went to e-hub and ate at nihon mura (: yay had a really great time and thanks for all the letters! (including jiali's one that was the blank one cause she tore and brought the wrong one. best.) thanks changpapa for the lift to mrt yay heehee. jiali i want photos!! (FACEBOOK HAHAHA)

og outing tomorrow!

13march2009

2009-03-13T20:26:00.016+08:00

HAHA YAY THANKS EVERYBODY I REALLY HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY WHOOHOO :D

okay i must start with wednesday. went to watch the match ri v marist bboys finals and ri won! yay haha congrats to all of yall well done (: they were filming there also haha for the national school sports show i think, which is next wed. but anyway i dunno why but they were like filming us eating?! lol anyway halfway through my voice suddenly became hoarse and sexy and that's where i knew i was really sick :/ so went to the doctor after that and it was quite a long wait and i was so pms-y. didn't have a good nights rest cause the medicine was churning my stomach and finally after an hour i couldn't take it so i woke mum up and she heated up the bread for me and i ate it. omg my tastebuds totally died i couldn't taste anything!! (except some parts only very very little) :/ so that was my horrible night haha.

thursday i was in a better mood and felt much better just that my voice was still sexy as usual. thanks 10S03M for all the presents and notes really liked it and oh yes fruit tart!! haha welfare com :D anyway didn't do pe and basically just rested throughout the day. and hmm didn't go for medsoc either so went home and mugged hehe.

YAY IT IS FINALLY HERE :D I AM SO GLAD SCHOOL DECLARED HOLIDAY TODAY. haha happy birthday aera and christine too! friday the 13th and i was expecting something weird like either super good or super bad to happen. but yes it was a very interesting day and so i shall recount it nowwwwww :D
went to rj to take equipment and then headed back to ri and simin came late lol i thought she got surprise then come late so i pretend i dunno anything but she was just late la -.- haha anticlimax! so we started training and yeah didn't feel too good halfway so sat out while the rest did diamond drill :/ went back in at the very very last part and then after that did machine and it had lightning alert (just before my group was gonna bat! argh) so we had to go in. jing excused me from pt cause it was birthday heehee yay. hmm then halfway i saw them running away together i knew got some secret plan cause liying and eunice also were having weird looks with each other so i pretend pretend i dunno still hahaha then claire and i went to bathe (not together) so we are very clean people and when i got down, they got a cake for jootat and i (: they ran in boots to j8 o.o haha thanks alot sweet secrets chocolate royale omgosh the besttttt :D but i was trying to save my throat so didn't eat alot. and they totally put the receipt in front of our faces hahaha lari was totally shouting to everyone: eh yall owe me 2 bucks!

okay time for FUNNY WEIRD THING NUMBER 1. we are disgusting, seriously. after simin cut the cake for the guys and gave the slices to the SALIVA-CONCIOUS PEOPLE like liying and mandee that gave them weird stares, the rest of them totally used CHOPSTICKS and PLASTIC BAGS (like stick hand inside) and just attacked the cake?! okay we are the best hahaha. after that went down to heeren waraku! and yeah we were all super hungry so we ordered the sets like noodle + don quite worth it and nicky chan ordered the unagi that was about 2 times the price!! lol but anyway FUNNY WEIRD THING NUMBER 2. there was this guy who was eating by himself and then when he finished and left he left 3 makis on his plate and never finish it!! so we being the cheapos hahaha super paiseh but asked the waitress to let us eat the maki?!?!? and yeah so we got it for free lol. had a nice chat over lunch and then there was this promotion thing and you get 50% of what you spent back in vouchers. so we spent 100bucks plus and got back 52bucks in vouchers so we decided to ask the person whether we could "WALK OUT AND WALK BACK IN AGAIN?!" as said by lari and count it as second visit and order dessert -.- but of course cannot la so here comes FUNNY WEIRD THING NUMBER 3. we went next door to pasta de waraku and ate dessert there lol super hilarious i tell you. and the best thing is that they were closed already cause got some event at 3 but we asked them somemore and they said that they can let us if we eat in 15 minutes!! haha so we being the usual hungry people could do it and then yeah we ate. ordered the oreo banana parfait x2, tiramisu parfait x2 and chocolate ice cake and some green tea parfait for lai and simin lol and we started tucking in and i drank the cup o.o shall not elaborate. (;

when you don't have forks, use CHOPSTICKS.

BATCH 2010!

haha our 3 free makis.

WE ARE GREEDY.

I AM GREEDY.

LOVE.

yay

alright after that we were feeling weird and liying suddenly said something (hahaha) and so FUNNY WEIRD THING NUMBER 4. we went to buy bras?! lol checked out the booth and then we saw the manhunt photos and started saying stuff about the guys and then we posed as the guys we thought was cute (i still think number3 is okay!!) and the salesgirl was super amused with us. haha sat at heeren on a bench and started talking h to h talk! and slowly batchies left. mandee simin and i were left there until 7 :D and then we walked to orchard and i took mrt home.

camwhore in the restaurant mirror?!

alright i know why she was laughing we do look rly rly weird.

yay thanks so much batch i really love you guys and i really had a great birthday. you guys really mean alot to me and all the years we've been through together will remain as precious memories in my heart forever. (: current birthday sms count: 36!! and not counting lari's 5 smses that says "happy birthday joelle" cause i was complaining the number hasn't reached 20 yet during training. haha thanks everyone for the wishes and cards and presents really appreciate it alot (: THANKS SIMIN FOR YOUR BANNER I REALLY REALLY LOVED IT :D 3 years coming soon!! and of course, praise God for everything.

today is my official rest day heehee. hmm my throat is really dying now so much from staying away from heaty stuff hahaha but nvm it was good. batchies drink lots of water especially those that shared the dessert with me :/ (this post is about 1200 words long. sigh i really can't type this much for essays lol).

YAY I'M 17!

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haha okay that was friday's post that was just put up cause tan gave me pics (: but anyway on saturday i couldn't get enough of jap food and sunday either so i went to eat at the same restaurant ichiban sushi!! (but different outlets) on both days o.o tempura ice cream totally killed my throat again but as eunice says: chocolate healsssss. :D anyway saturday i ate medicine and i felt so drowsy as usual so i took a nap then did work and then yeah that was basically my day.

SRCS 2009 was a major disappointment for today cause it rained!!! and we were playing halfway and then all the other games had to be cancelled ): sigh so we went to kallang and changed out and i think we totally messed up the whole of leisure park and then we sat at food court. oh yes, add the word "camwhore" in between every other word or something. hope next week will be better!!

emoozzz.

haha liying and i have the same expression!!

yeah we sailed paper boats in the water -.-

haha okay need to go for interview now :/ just came back from training which felt really long today!! but quite productive i guess. lunch with batchies at j8 and had to walk back in the rain sigh i hope i don't get caught in it again later.

9march2009

2009-03-09T19:42:00.002+08:00

wowza time passes really, really fast. don't feel very good now sigh but nevermind i hope tomorrow will be better. let's see what happened during the past week...

1. medsoc on thursday, pretty interesting.
2. got new lockers! exchanged with cheryl cause hers was all the way at the bottom and mine was all the way at the top and... yeah you get the point.
3. went to watch match@kallang, bboys semis. gave coach this donut that he thought was a cake! hahaha cause the guys didn't have monehhh to buy. after that was dramafeste at night which was not bad!! yay go mt :D
4. saturday was mass tuition session in the morning followed by training which was good although it was raining. in the end we still managed to go out and it was very productive hehehe.
5. sunday was very very slack and did nothing much.
6. training today. and i don't feel too good. but thank you Lord for everything (:
7. national school sports on tv on wed! note to self: watch softball!!

and kor has his pop this wed well done yooo proud of you! and yes for a levels tooooo :D

byebye need to bathe.

4march2009

2009-03-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

this is bad. i'm such a huge worrywart and it totally can't get off my mind. not only that but so many other things, i think only simin can understand. suckssss ): pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.

2march2009

2009-03-02T21:27:00.003+08:00

whoa okay time passes really fast its march already!! (and a really long time since i last blogged). anyway these few days have been school, school and school over and over again so nothing really interesting happened. went for medsoc and photog and yup pretty interesting sessions. been having training and raining continuously so irritating grrr so we keep doing circuit. but we also had games against the guys which was pretty fun and different for a change i guess. two sundays ago i went to study with simin at airport again!! but didn't get much done cause i didn't know how to do chem :/ anyway tootsie roll is the funniest thing ever hahaha we amuse ourselves really.

on tuesday went to get yoghurt with emelia hehehehe :D cravings man and on wednesday went to ashwed mass. and ooh thursday i had isle interview which i definitely did not pass :/ but nvmmmm. i'll see how it goes. and simin with her popcorn at the popcorn booth even before the corn popped!! hahaha friday was mt wedding lol and we got our og shirt yayzzz. then srp on saturday and i totally flunked it and so i was unhappy and got ice cream from the kiosk. sunday was revolving restaurant with kor!! and time spent at home with him.

today we got really high during training, okay me at least and rainbow was pretty. so we ended up camwhoring (?!) but we finished most of circuit already lah so it was okay. hahaha very high day because bio fried my brains.

byebye what a bad post. ooh happy 2 years 11 months simin :D one more month to go!!

17february2009

2009-02-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

wowz this month is really birthday month!! i shall not attempt to type happy birthday to anyone cause i'm pretty sure i'll leave someone out :/ and i don't want that to happen! but anyway happy birthday to all who have their birthdays around this time (:

school's going at full blast!!! or that's what i feel lah. but anyway these few days have been pretty much school and nothing else. let me see what i can remember.

1. tuesday had lunch with og (: haha i'm still glad we meet up and stuff don't let o'spartan dog disappear! (but i'm quite bad always never reach early enough to meet them in the morning :/) k anyway after that lai nicole and i went to fix nic's uniform and then we had gelare hahaha lai had such a huge appetite it was amusing :D oh well love you guys alot alot alot!!

2. on thursday we had handball tournament organised by softball! it was quite a good event i think many people came haha didn't play though. after that i got my passport sized photo taken and it was so bad cause my face was so huge!! ): quality time with mum at night (:

3. friday was the busiest day in pretty long!! haha after school rushed off to j8 and watched slumdog millionaire with the rest of o'spartandog :D lol i was in a huge dilemma over whether to watch it cause there was the moe overseas briefing at 3.30 and the movie would end about 3.25?! but anyway in the end vatsan was also going for the briefing so we zao-ed very fast and walked back. haha after the briefing on my way home i got this call from sethu saying they were at the hodge lodge!!! :O i was on my way back already but i wanted to go back to school so in the end mum came and brought me back yay. celebrated all the birthday babies heh. and then after that i went to elizabeth's house to get the tin, before going home and starting on my applications. kor came back whoohoo looked pretty much the same to me and after that i was so hungry at dinner (which we had really REALLY late) cause i didn't even have lunch (unless you count feasting on all, and i mean ALL my vday chocs) so i was a hungry hungry kid. haha worked all the way at night and slept at 2 ):

4. the weekend was pretty much filled with stuff too i guess thank you boytchmates for the flowers and notes :D haha sunday simin and i had lovers studying session -.- at airport t3 i felt like i went on some hike cause i went from t3 to t2 to t1 to t3 again and simin made me call huiqi and ask the stupidest question ever: eh huiqi, where you study at airport ah? cause we couldn't find a spot -.- in the end we settled at coffee bean and bought 6 dollars drinks?!!??! but nvm it was okay lah i guess quite nice actually. at night i went for yeye's birthday dinner and the cake was huge and funny there was this shou tao that was sticking out hehehehe quite cute laaaa.

5. we need more protected time to meet up!! breakfast at macs with esther and emelia and jiali and caught up a bit. haha just came back from studying with emelia and we need to eat xlbs sometime okkkkk. ooh met hannah at busstop and walked back with her too (:

alright that pretty much sums up my days. and batch i love you guys v v much :D

9february2009

2009-02-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE CHONG!

okay today was the first day of school. the weekend wasn't very exciting since i didn't manage to spend much time with kor but i managed to bake for elizabeth! haha yay. anyway don't think i'll be posting very often already. and today is the last day of cny! hmm the moon is round.

6february2009

2009-02-06T23:37:00.005+08:00

eileen. yitong. xinyuan. emelyn. aera. weishan. shankari. meijia. alvan. xiongwei. jerome. waikit. heezhi. shanzhi. shanghua. sethu. daniel. qiren. vatsan. joelle. camilla. rajeev. yuhui.

O'TIERO 2009 - O'SPARTAN DOG (:

1february2009

2009-02-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

okay i better hurry up cause i'm using elizabeth's com right now cause my internet is wacky it totally died on me and my mum got a new modem but its not working we've been trying the whole day ):

okay anyway on friday it was a weird morning haha shall not explain but anyway i went to watch a movie myself for the very first time in my life. love matters at amk hub by myself and with the aunties lol it wasn't very nice and it felt really weird but at least he didn't ask me any questions about the single ticket (actually the uncle in front of me also bought for himself ipman i think). oh well anyway after that elizabeth came to find me yay and then off to work. saturday was a busy morning, went to cut my hair (YES STRAIGHT FRINGE BACK FINALLY) 3 bucks only at a professional shop! cause cut fringe only so charge less. after that went for training and at night went to queensway to buy fbts i finally got it! ikea dinner (: da best yay and then the shops were closing so we hurry hurry and managed to find. at night i used my... gum massager toothbrush lol and i bathed really really late. hmm ogls called today i hope orientation would be fine!

this morning was bad the internet didn't work again. sigh anyway i went for mandarin mass haha then mum and i went to eat breakfast at the market yay mee jiang kueh! then went off to work. last day of work today finally hmm. and when i came back the internet still wasn't working and i'm very angry and so here i am using elizabeth's internet. k gtg bye.

29january2009

2009-01-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

training yesterday was super tiring!!! (or is it tiring every training hahaha) anyway lari wanted to run after training but we started to lao yu sheng and then she felt too lazy i was too lazy too lol. hmm today went for sex ed in school then after that went to tan's house to bai nian!! pretty cool met mandee lari nicole lai eunice on the same bus. it was like nicole got on first, then lai, mandee, lari at rtc, then eunice at her busstop, then me lol. went to tan's house which was quite tricky to walk in and then watched nanny diaries and had lunch + new year goodies (: thanks tan love the batch!! work after that haven't worked in ages gosh i had such a hard time pulling the door down hahaha and now i'm back home. thank goodness elizabeth came to talk to me for about almost an hour i think!! if not i'll be so bored...

i miss you ):

27january2009

2009-01-27T17:02:00.003+08:00

oh yes i must say something. i fulfilled my lifelong ambition of being a muah chee seller on the second day at elizabeth's house cause i helped to make muah chee. yay now left with tutu kueh and ban mian!!

hmm alright two days of cny visiting are over hahaha. this year was pretty okay i guess saw more people i think? but didn't really get to talk to them. surprising actually since we only visited 5 houses! but of course they were all gatherings.

chu yi went to ahmah's house in the morning where we saw all the cousins and aunties and uncles from my dad's side. had lunch there and hung around all the way until about 2. didn't go to my ahmah's house this year cause she's away in genting! (i wanna go overseas too sigh) so we went to yipo's house straight. wow they had cedele cookies! hm had popiah and stoned for really long with kor and listened to the aunties talk. in the end i was pretty bored so i read :/ but yeah there wasn't anything else to do. hmm after that was last stop at five yipo's house and yup saw jerrold for the second time haha. went home after that and attacked all the cny goodies. chu er which is also today went to yipo's house and uncle was really funny haha and after that i just went to elizabeth's house and saw many many people. auntie jean and family, uncle terrence and family, uncle tom and family, auntie anner and family, auntie grace and family, uncle seow and family and samuel and selwyn cause their parents weren't there yet. hm hope i didn't miss out anyone! haha played shithead and then talked a while and hung around more photossss and then back home. kor is booking in again tonight ):

happy cny everybody and happy birthday eileen! back to normal life tomorrow.

24january2009

2009-01-24T10:35:00.005+08:00

okay to make this post longerrrrrr,
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYBODY. (:

saturday was enjoy the evening day again. training was okay did machine as usual and warmups and pitch-in and diamond drills thingies. after that went down to auntie prisca's house and met up with the old household. had a nice time talking to the aunties and seeing everyone again it was like the old times. and there's only one word to describe her house: windyyyy. hahaha sigh i missed samuel and family and didn't get to see them they left early. and i didn't get to see amos/aaron/alyssa either nvm i hope i get to see them another time. today woke up really late and went for mass and after that went to fortunate restaurant for dim sum cause kor was craving it hahaha. (XIAO LONG BAO EMELIAAAAA). kor and i went to the grand cathay to catch bride wars (sorry batch i keep watching all the movies!) but anyway i was quite surprised that bride wars is out cause isn't it supposed to be out on 29th? haha it was okay i guess really short though but the cinema was awesome :D reunion dinner after that with ahmah and yeye and back home i am.

okay not very interesting this cny is lacking festive mood for me i guess :/ (or is it like that for everything as you grow older?)

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genomics was fun on thursday haha it was pretty nice and hands-on! glad that i wasn't the only one i knew over there because if i didn't know anyone i'd just hide in my little anti-social shell but luckily there were quite a few, okay alot, of rg girls and charlotte was my partner. so we did some quizzes and activities and yup it was quite fruitful moved my rusty brain and had to dig up all the old info on dna rna trna etcetc. after that i went to meet elizabeth at taka and we walked down to cine. bought tix for inkheart then went to check out hmv at heeren. hmv is hugeeeee haha after killing time we went back to cine and watched inkheart and it was not bad i suppose. sorta like a cross between chronicles of narnia and (i suppose) bedtime stories (even though i didn't watch it i guess it would be something like that) hmm. went back together and spent the evening with her (:

yesterday in the morning went for the entre intro session. hmm we got split into our houses so yeah sorta got reunited with 103 people reminds me of secone times haha. after that went home and filled up application form before going out to meet simin at parkway. walked around aimlessly and then sat down at talked, had scoopz, sat down at talked somemore and then went to library. hahah simin and i went to fill in some contest hoho shall not elaborate tsk simin ;D then we walked to kembagan mrt. yeahhhhh the moment i've been waiting for finally arrived i missed you so much. dinner at sakae and a really good time spent and now my eyes hurt. :/

21january2009

2009-01-19T20:22:00.004+08:00

okay edit. i decided to type in proper sentences.

anyway i don't like how school is ending so early and all the stuff are in the afternoon cause i feel like i'm totally wasting my time away like options!!! eee i really hated that period ): anyway on tuesday was the real test hahaha after school chris yanling qinyan estherpang jolyn and i stayed in school and ate raffles yong tau foo haha and then the five of us minus esther went to j8. man we were so bored we ended up watching the performance in the platform hahaha but it was quite cute lah hmm o.o went back to school and checked out biosoc yup. today after one session which ended at 9 plus amanda lai kexin simin and i went to j8 and basically stoned. j8 wasn't even open properly so we sat at macs and played uno?! haha it was quite weird and we got bored cause it never seemed to end so in the end we changed game like many times and started creating new stupid games like: open the card and guess the number. went to bishan library to find the boytchmates and then we decided to go back to school but on the way back they stopped for bubble tea so we played another k3wl game, MUSICAL CHAIRS. okay it was really funny and laughed like mad stomach was really pain. slept, no rested, for a while in school and then we had training which was superrrr hot to the max. and then after training we... CAMWHORED WITH OUR SHADOWS THANKS. hahahaha shall not elaborate but liying i want picturesssss :D

bye.

1. on saturday woke up at 1130 and sunday at 1030. very very proud of myself :D

2. went to ahmah's house to alter stuff on saturday then went for training after having lunch at tp with mum (: (market yay) very very satisfied because the evening is so beautiful.

3. sunday went to church followed by shopping at bugis. it was good because: we only paid 3bucks for carpark, we got free lunch at soup spoon (redeemed!), jco gave us a free stress donut, i bought 7 pieces of stuff hahaha and with 70dollars discount in all.

4. went running with elizabeth after i got home. miss you mannnn it was really really good evening was nice as usual.

5. dinner at home, home-cooked food finallyyyyyy

6. taiwanese game show at night laughed my guts out.

7. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINEN LOVE YA thanks for being such a great friend always (:

8. xinen's birthday celebration today at pizza hut after school (: thanks emelia for everything.

9. training after that and now i'm back home.

not very interesting but oh well.

16january2009

2009-01-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

alright i guess open house was okay. felt really enthu cause we went really early and i got a goodie bag (liying!!) anyway, sat around with the softballers before we went for the principal's talk. saw several ij people and new dsas quite cool. haha then we were brought around by tami and dawn our befrienders and went to check out the cca booths in the hall. signed up for some cool stuff hahaha with liying and then went back down to canteen. hmm after that went to buy school uniform and went home before heading out for work again.

thursday was the first day of school. it felt kind of weird but oh well its a start. guess it was pretty okay lah went for the talks and stuff and then after school emelia xinen and i decided to go watch a movie haha so we went and watched passengers which was... thinking thinking and more thinking o.o very cheem and need to think and brains totally cannot function but anyway it was okay i guess. haha then they came and paid me a visit at work hoho and left. ooh today was second day of school and we now have a cool cip project idea (heehee) and after school emelia xinen and i (again) uh, went to watch movie. lol this time we went to ps and watched changeling which was not bad!!! its really quite nice leh even though very long. but anyway we are like some jacket + let down hair gang. haha shall not elaborate. on the way there we got a little high it was quite scary :O

anyway wow i realised changeling is actually a real word.

changeling (dictionary.com)
noun: a child surreptitiously or unintentionally substituted for another.

haha okay i hope i won't be spending anymore money on movies but i wanna watch the other shows that are coming up ): and i haven't watched ponyo.

k out.

13january2009

2009-01-13T09:58:00.013+08:00

happy birthday charlene!
happy birthday wanzhen and xuanwei! :D

alright sunday was the day of hardcore workzzz so i woke up at about 7 plus and then got changed and went to church. i was too lazy to go for 7am mass so in the end i went for 8.15am mass which was in mandarin and it was quite a cool experience listening to the sermon and singing the stuff in chinese but i didn't really understand much of it! so i think next time i better stick to english. but anyway i saw beat there haha (: so after that i went to toapayoh with my mum for a really short while before going to work. 10-8 hahaha hardcore but today was okay cause i made a new friend and there was quite alot of stuff to do and business was not bad. and it got really messy towards the end but luckily we managed to settle everything. haha at night elizabeth came over!! we baked oatmeal and raisin cookies and then looked at my year and her year in photos :D we slept at 1+ and i love looking at photos from overseas don't know why but it just seems so... surreal. k anyway i didn't sleep very well thinking of you-know-what zzz but at least now its over.

okay today is like the big day but in the morning i didn't really care about it hahaha woke up at about 9 plus then elizabeth and i had breakfast and split the cookies (: whoohoo followed by our... MAJOR CAMWHORE SESSION on the macbook.

warning: photo overload below. (but come on yknow you wanna see it!)

okay things start pretty normal.

welcome to the sleepover! (toothbrush and mug). btw elizabeth's toothbrush is so cute its like this hippo that can stick on the mirror hoho.

there's this function where you can choose backdrops!

roller coaster btw. i'm supposed to be really scared while she's supposed to be really bored. (gosh i look bad)

emoooo.

normal again :D

THIS.IS.SCARY.

but this is pretty nice haha xray function

we're cute little angelssss.

okay this took us like a million years to do. xi3 nu4 ai1 le4 hahaha. it was like TAKE! (CHANGE) TAKE! (CHANGE) TAKE! (CHANGE) TAKE! (CHANGE) in 4 seconds or something o.o

superman batman ultraman and catwoman!

spontaneous!

the checking out of our facial features. hahahaha

love this :D

this picture is cute! lol

haha comic book makes our teeth black o.o

yay love ya :D

okay luckily the pictures were in small size if not i'll have a hard time resizing them! hahaha elizabeth went home after that thanks for the sleepover (:

i tell you chris waste money!! lol k anyway cafe cartel with chris, esther, emelia, xinen, jiali, yanling, qinyan was fun haven't seen them in ages. i was the dustbin and had free lunch cause cafe cartel = free bread and chris didn't finish her food. haha k after that rushed back to school for the you-know-what and luckily it is over. had some closure party thing at lari's house and we pigged out like mad ohman mandee introduced me to prata + nutella and i spammed it haha they were going nuts talking about stuff and doing weird stuff shall not mention what hohoho. love ya guys lots lots lots photos pleaseeee! after that mum came and we went to shaw but ohman they sold out blouse 14 again?! so we had to wait argh nevermind we walked down orchard and then to ps but they didn't have anything for me for cny ): but orchard at night is still very nice! the wind + lights + seeing the sunset (which i haven't seen in a gazillion years) and so it was still good. after walking really long we took mrt back and i spent about 50 cents more cause i didn't bring my ezlink argh so had to pay for the standard ticket hahah okay whatever and i had a nice sleep cause i was so tired o.o

this morning i decided that i needed to do something since we are not training until friday or sat! so i went to jog around my house which i haven't done in a gazillion years either. went towards the park and back and felt really good weather was not bad either (:

okay open house tomorrow and work later!

10january2009

2009-01-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

happy 2 more days to o level results, 4 more days to school (inofficial), about 2 weeks to chinese new year (which i haven't bought clothes for) and 1/2 more month to start of school (officially). sheeshhhhh.

oh well these few days have been pretty much filled with work. on tuesday i watched kung fu panda before going to work and it was really nice leh! haha very funny and not as kiddy as i thought it would be and yeah it was good. after that went down to work. on wednesday went for training which was... okay i guess. we were really tired toward the end cause of machine that became more tiring as the sun came up but it felt really good and productive! so yeah. work after that. on thursday it was my off day only because kor was leaving ): ah sheesh so we went to tekong to send him off and saw BMTC and it was really sad sigh. after that i went down to shaw with mum to check out bibi and baba but they said they didn't have size for the blouse!! argh so we made a reservation. then went to calligraphy with lai and had the mini party-cum-gathering with the rest of our...classmates heehee and laoshi gave us some chinese new year writings each. at night kor called yay and told us his platoon etc etc.

friday went for training in the morning followed by basketball cum netball cum anyhow ball with the batch before i went home and then out to work again. and this morning i went out with mum and tried to shop for cny stuff hahah and then guess what? lol work again. but nevermind target money gogogo!!!

oh well this is totally recounting but yeah there's really nothing much to say! alright catch ya later, calculator.

5january2009

2009-01-05T23:49:00.005+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT.

Dear Joelle

Congratulations! You have won for yourself an exclusive LOST Survival Kit (compass set, trekking pole and beach shelter), A4-size notebook and LOST T-shirt in the Ch 5 Watch & Win SMS Contest.

HEEHEE okay that was like during eyas i think!! august or something like that. and my entry was really really weird but nevermind who cares. my mum went to get my stuff for me already and hahahaha its pretty cool however weird the survival kit may sound its actually nice! so yay GOOD JOB. (think hancock.) but anyway it was a pleasant, very pleasant surprise that totally made my day yesterday. while we were at orchard shopping for kor's army stuff i got this missed call but i didn't really bother cause i kept getting weird missed calls and so i just left it at that but then he called again and told me i won! lol so in the end yeah i went to work being this high happy person and couldn't wait to get back home to check my email. the notebook is really nice and the shirt is like HUGEEEE but nevermind who cares?! haha okay that aside, we managed to get kor's black plastic and ugly army specs o.o (which looked okay after seeing him on with it for 5 minutes) and we got goggles too. ahmah was really nice she cooked lunch for us after church (: and i guess work was pretty okay too! just a little quiet on the sunday night but it was alright, making more friends by the day :D

this morning woke up bright and early and went for training. did machine and fence and circuit and shuttles and warm up batting and rhythm. we ended early and mum came to pick me up haha and then gave me a lift to work yay. 8 and a half hours gogogo target money! (don't think i can though) but anyway another pleasant surprise today elizabeth came to say hi hahaha and so after work she came again and we went to get my durian pancake (because the queue was so long i had to try it. o.o) and went home together. sat at the busstop a while talking at night which was nice (: thanks alot catch up soon!!! when i got home mum said: "hi son." and after realising it was not very right, she went "hi boy." i was like ?!!!??!?!?! but then she finally went "hi girl." haha sigh after 16 years and my mum still doesn't know my gender thanks.

alright official countdown: 3 more days. i must give my brother sitting-in-front-in-the-car privilege but i haven't really been following that. i hope he doesn't become bald, dark and smelly (but he probably will right). ): oh well. the only thing i'm certain won't change is my brother himself, and that's what really matters.

3january2009

2009-01-03T22:45:00.003+08:00

new year's day lunch at my humble house @ the esplanade with family, ahmah and yiyi. it was really good chinese food like exotic (whoohoo comparable to lai) and like of really really really good quality! okay i shall stop praising it like mad but yeah it was good lah. esplanade is a pretty nice place! just that i'm not really that music-y so i don't really know how to appreciate all the concerts they have over there. quite quiet and peaceful and... clean. haha okay nevermind you get my point. went to work after that.

friday morning we went to school for circuit and pt. haha i am aching now at the weirdest spots shall not mention i bet it was because we haven't done circuit in so long! but anyway training is gonna start proper next week so i better toughen up!! i guess it was pretty fruitful and was quite good. went home and then went to work and i saw hannah on the way haha this time we talked to each other while walking to our busstops (: searched for watches for kor to bring to army sigh i'm really gonna miss him :/ the next time i see him would probably be cny! which is bad very bad ): and i'm not really spending much time with him now either hmm. nevermind i will make use of the next 5 days!! this morning mum and i went to ahmah's house and then we went to the market and i finally had my hot tau huay zhui + youtiao yay i am a happy kid yknow weird cravings?! and i had my kaya mee jiang kueh too hahaha. after that mum and i went to tp for groceries and i had to "make worth my time" because i chose not to go home for spongebob at 1230 so i must make myself feel that i did more fruitful stuff in tp so i made mum walk around slowly and we did quite alot of stuff and left at 2 lol. was really really really really REALLY tired so i went back and used my new comforter blanket thingie and slept until about 4 and went to work. not bad i'm pretty proud of myself!!

alright need to sleep byebye. (ooh yukihiro just emailed me made my day!!)

31december2008

2008-12-31T12:45:00.003+08:00

wow, its the last day of 2008.

this year has been rather fruitful i guess. i think i had this whole change and i became more social (toward the end of the year) its like that period where you just smile to everyone i think because of work too i started to open to people, not friends in general but even strangers. had lots of me time too which was good. i guess this year has been pretty stressful but yeah alot was gained out of it. 405, softball, shanghai, youth, confirmation, and of course, family and friends but anyway hope that 2009 would be good, if not better.

haha that was a short 2 minute reflection of the year oh well. anyway these few days haven't been exactly interesting but i'll talk about them anyway. on sunday was morning time with mum followed by church. mum and i decided to get into the recession mood and so we took mrt down to orchard instead of driving even though the car was with us but anyway we went to meet kor at lido (after getting free food heehee) to make his army specs. i went off to work after that hmm. monday morning time with mum (again) and then went to meet simin, esther, candice at bugis. haha went to get esther's bag before i left for work. thanks simin very very very much (: love yaa! tuesday was morning time with mum (again again! this is the last day of her leave sigh.) and then went to the market for a while, before going home and watching hancock! ohman haven't eaten potato chips in so long so kor and i spammed it while watching hahaha and yes didn't feel good after that my mouth hurt ): still haven't really gotten well but nevermind. went to work and at night i lay on the bed for about 2 hours?! cause i couldn't sleep argh i really really hate that feeling in the end i had to change position and i fell asleep the other way around.

whoo i just went to keppel and then went to toapayoh and now i'm back. work later and i gotta call lai but i totally don't know when she'll answer or when she's even awake!!

happy new year everybody!

27december2008

2008-12-27T23:13:00.001+08:00

okay its saturday sure doesn't feel like it i've been working at night and staying indoors i sorta forgotten how the sunset looks like o.o and i sure miss running in the evenings!! but anyway on christmas we really downgraded ahmah yiyi and us went to hawker centre to eat!! haha no cause actually we wanted to have steamboat but they weren't open. so we had to settle for the hawker centre next door but it was okay lah doesn't matter i still love hawker centre food! just that it lacked a bit of christmas spirit. oh well after that went off to work which was quite okay lah emelia came to visit me and i went to visit her later (:

the next morning we woke up bright and early because according to jiali we had to "practice for school" and so we decided to meet at serangoon at 7.45 but jiali ended up OVERSLEEPING hahahah it was super funny and weird cause she was the one who organised it! i was right about her secret lateless. chris xinen pang emelia qinyan yanling and i walked down to jiali's house and then we called her and decided to meet her at serangoon macs. haha so we had breakfast and talked a bit to catch up with one another cause i haven't seen you guys in so long! but it was good miss yall v v much ): after that mum came to pick me up and gave emelia a lift to serangoon before we went down to keppel to swim. had a nice swim and then when we were heading home because i forgot to take my sneakers we realised we forgot to take our swimming costumes! (gosh it is a very forgetful day.) but anyway we went to toapayoh still and had lunch before i left and then mum went to get the stuff. went to work after that.

this morning i did something very stupid i am not going to say what but anyway the point is, i had to waste my time and so i feel very wasted. but anyway went to keppel again and after that went to vivo with mum. yay i had marche crepes and rosti!! and i had the xmas special hohoho. very very satisfying. walked around vivo before going to work.

i miss softballers already i haven't seen you guys in so long! (okay only 5 days or so) but it still feels empty. new year is coming and it sure is scary to start off a new year and i guess jc is intimidating but that's life sigh. next year is gonna be a lonely scary year because kor is going into army soon and i haven't been seeing him much. but i'll still hope for the best for 2009.

24december2008

2008-12-24T11:31:00.006+08:00

okay pictures from baking + a little of party (:
yesterday i got down to baking and i was freaking out at first because after i completed the first log cake i sorta didn't put the jam (because the recipe says roll it first) but then after i rolled it it sorta sticked together so i couldn't unroll it and when i did it was so weird and disgusting. and secondly, i rolled it the wrong way so it was too small!! ohman i was like gonna break down or something hahaha but luckily thank God i figured it could still be put to use and it was a blessing in disguise because in the end it was another cake and 2 cakes would be better to feed 20 people!! and it was okay in the end cause it was like one was with strawberry and the other without and yup luckily for FROSTING. (haha eunice you would understand!!) anyway it was a mad rush in the house leading up to 530 haha cause we were trying to do stuffz and i tried to roast marshmellows over my stove which ended up.. catching fire.

the nicer looking one (:

the cake without jam!

anyway after that we went to ahmah's house to get fried rice and dessert and then we headed down to auntie angelique's house :D it was really great seeing everyone and catching up. saw nicole and family, samuel and family, auntie prisca and family (peter you should have been there!) and auntie grace and family. there was alot of food too! salad, shepherd's pie, kong ba pau, chicken wings, satay, curry and my cake and ahmah's lu dou gao. i tried a little of red wine and eggnog! haha eggnog is too sweet for me and red wine is just... not nice. but anyway i fiddled around with uncle edward's camera that was very very pro and very very heavy because it is very very pro and gave me like an hour of arm pt. haha we sang christmas carols (well done playing the guitar kor!) and mum gave a sharing and it made the whole thing much more meaningful. we had bible trivia and auntie prisca and david are the power mother and child!! haha uncle kwee lin and nic and kim were not bad my brother and i should just go hide ourselves in the toilet kthx. had a lot of talking and this year, it was really really good. Praise the Lord (:

midnight mass was good the atmosphere was very lively as usual. haha i sorta wanted to fall asleep (as in i was already going to) but i had to keep myself awake. saw amanda there miss you man!!! haha got home at about 2 wow it was really late.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE (:

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merry christmas (eve!)

sunday and monday were pretty boring days sunday i went to church and then went to ahmah's house and then to ps with my brother to shop for stuff (heeheehee) and then went to work. monday had training (match with nus) before getting a pizza treat (thanks!!) and then took a lift from flea's grandad to j8 which was so funny cause after that i realised that i forgot to take icing sugar from eunice so i walked back to the busstop to meet her again lol. work at night.

tuesday! met simin in the morning for a cool morning run but both of us were kinda tired i guess so much for "let's run to city hall" cause in the end we were kind of stuck so we went back to ecp -.- lol anyway after that headed back home and then to toapayoh where mum and i bought stuff for baking! :D hahaha then went down for work. at night was uncle yang leng's wedding! my brother and i had this cool camwhoring session in the car. everytime the car stopped = quick take a picture!! but it was quite fun over there we spammed the nuts cause we were super hungry. we thought we were gonna be FASIONABLY LATE but we realised that everyone else was later so in the end the dinner started at 9. haha there was some big reunion saw many people that we haven't seen in ages and it was pretty fun i guess. the wedding was not bad! very sweet slideshows and videos.

hahah some were shaky cause of the car.

this is the best picture we managed to get.

cousins (:

family

more cousins

more family haha

OOH JOSHUA HE IS SUPER CUTEE!!!

anyway there was this phototaking session of our whole family and the "youngsters" meaning the grandchildren were supposed to sit in front but i was wearing a dress so it wasn't very appropriate and in the end i stood with all the adults gosh i felt so out of place!! but nevermind haha.

alright baking soon i hope it goes wellll

20december2008

2008-12-20T21:11:00.004+08:00

thursday nothing much happened today, went to keppel in the morning for a swim that felt really really good. wanted to go to the jacuzzi but then it was very cold i dunno why ): so in the end i didn't. borrowed enchanted haha and then i went home on a long bus journey my favourite! when i got home i watched enchanted and ironed the clothes and used the com a little before going to ahmah's house. then went to library and borrowed some books. class got cancelled today so mum and i went to mass at night svdp is quite nice! christmas with the kranks at night.

friday training today. felt really good today was pretty fun did machine batting and bunting and more machine batting and felt quite productive. NEED.TO.STOP.DROPPING.BAT!!! okay ignore that. after training went home and claire and i had to run for the bus lol instead of going to the bubble tea shop because both our buses were at the traffic light when we were crossing the road. oh well nevermind bubble tea can wait! went home and wrapped flea's present which was not really a present haha sorry :/ then walked to serangoon interchange and took bus to her house for her xmas party. thanks flea for the party!

saturday today i woke up feeling really excited cause i was gonna see elizabeth for the first time in many many monthssssss :D but before that i went to ecp to run with mum had alot of clearing thoughts time and getting fresh air which is always good. mhm so after that went to buy some breakfast before going home and then went to pick elizabeth up and we got a lift to toa payoh. haha headed down to orchard where we bought tix to watch yesman! and then went to paragon to have lunch. felt really good catching up and talking (: yesman was not bad too really really funny haha typical jim carrey show. after that we went down to ps and then kor left so elizabeth and i walked around a while checking out baby spa and build a bear and daiso haha and then we both took mrt back.

gosh i am dark the sun!!!

escalator down shot number 1.

escalator up shot number 2.

we'll have many more chances to catch up before elizabeth leaves! really really had a good time. (:

after i came home mum and i went out for dinner at a hawker centre near heartland mall and we saw elizabeth again hahahaha. walked around and came home. alright, see you before my internet dies on me again.

17december2008

2008-12-17T23:15:00.004+08:00

OKAY FASTER FASTER I NEED TO GRAB THIS OPPORTUNITY TO BLOG MY INTERNET IS NUTS IT JUST SIGNS ME OFF HALFWAY SO I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL SUDDENLY GET CUT OFF :/

anyway i shall number the stuff i wanna say (my days are numbered. haha not in that way!)

1. saturday was basically running with simin (: yay i love running with her at ecp and this time we were kinda bored so we decided to 'venture out' and started running along the highway along ecp but then we went back in in the end. after that went to grocery shop with my mum, then we both went down to lido and watched the day the earth stood still. uh it was too sci-fi for me and the only good thing was the popcorn which i haven't had in ages... anyway after that we went home before going to ahmah's house then for mass.

2. sunday was a rainy and cold day so i woke up pretty late and since mum wanted to wash the house and do housework i decided to go to eunice's house where we baked a log cake! it was really pretty met at tp to get stuff and decoration items and then we went to bake and very satisfying (: went to work after that.

3. monday was training and followed by coming home and then work o.o

4. tuesday went to keppel in the morning by myself haha and then i went home and then slept for a while, watched tv and then went out to work.

5. today had training and mixed match with guys and then we had batch lunch like, BATCH combined lol and after that came home and went to work and now i'm back home again.

okay not very interesting but more interesting days to come i guess. YAY INTERNET DID NOT DIE ON ME.
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hahaha love this song.

1,2,3,4 - plain white t's

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy, as easy as 1 2, 1 2 3 4.

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you. (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you. (i love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had, im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2, 1 2 3 4.

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you. (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you. i love you (i love you)

you make it easy, its easy as 1234

theres only one thing two do three words four you
i love you (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do
i love you (i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you. (i love you)
i love you (i love you)

12december2008

2008-12-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

haha okay i am so tired but nevermind i am pretty awake still so i shall blog i want my camera! but too bad kor took it to macau so i couldn't take any photos of what i've been doing ):

hm anyway thursday we had training in the morning and it was rather tiring at 10 i looked at the clock and i realised that we did so much! haha cause circuit was quite hardcore (or maybe because we haven't been doing so much circuit. i think its the latter) and we did machine. after that was one-man show batting for a while which was very very fun whoo. but anyway after training i rushed back home and elizabeth totally made my day when i called her i miss you so muchhh we need to go out soon can't wait for next week!! did crazy getting-ready and rushed out again haha went to toapayoh where i met ju and we went down to cine. yay i met up with janice and jac and ju and we watched four christmases which was okay lah not bad at least it was only 6 bucks. but it was nice having the company of ij friends again. went to visit yyh at her workplace hahaha and then we went to macs and talked about old times which was very fun. thanks so much for meeting up love you guys to bits.

went to meet lai at bishan and we went for calligraphy. today was cool we wrote words and i'm gonna give mine to ahmah :D lai came over and we slept over but we being tired people slept before 12 the record sleepover manzzz. this morning we woke up at 7 plus and we went to HORTPARK yes finally lai's camera is the best it takes 23457643985435247698 seconds to wake up and come alive lol (cause her brother took her camera too) and so we did zi pai shots and tried to take of the flowers too. hort park was not bad it was pretty but very short walk so after that we decided to continue on the southern ridges and we walked up towards telok blangah hill park then towards mount faber. we went on the henderson waves yay finally i got to go on that bridge that i've been wanting to go for agessssss. haha had a great time with lai talking and taking pictures. we were supposed to continue on the mt. faber trail and down towards another trail and end up at harbourfront mrt but in the end we somehow just got out onto the road so we just walked to vivo. haha lai bought gelato and then we went down to dhoby ghaut.

lunched at nihon mura and we were really full it was the most expensive time i ate there! but it was good. walked around looking at books and laughing like crazy people in the bookstore -.- and then we parted waysssszzz. went to work after that today i tried octopus heehee (y) and now i'm back home. okay very very tired need to go to bed now. i want photosssss!

10december2008

2008-12-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

okay luckily my internet is finally working was dying without it o.o

monday woke up pretty late and had some of ahmah's fantastic curry puffs before going off to wander at toa payoh a little while. when it was time for work went to work and then at night went to simin's house to give her SIMIN'S BOX OF GOODIES AND CHEESECAKE (lol it turned out pretty bad and it was the "important stuff" i was doing last night hee).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN :D thanks so much for being there and listening and just being you, cause you are fantastic (: i hope you had a great birthday. after training on tuesday we went to have lunch at crystal jade and we ate like 31bucks for 7 people clap clap haha had lots of fun laughing and stuff. went home and then to work after that. they had surprise party at simin's house but i couldn't go sorry :/

today woke up around 9.30 and then slacked a bit (almost died of boredom cause internet was down sigh i am so reliant) and then mum came home and brought kor and i out for lunch at modesto's which was not bad tiramisu was good though. walked around a bit and then went to work and now i'm home. elizabeth is back yayyyy :D

tomorrow is J outing!

8december2008

2008-12-08T00:43:00.004+08:00

ooh okay it's already counted 8december right? hahaha anyway i shall blog about the past 2 days :D

saturday!
woke up very, very late today like 1030!! so i'm pretty proud of myself hahaha. but anyway went to toapayoh to get groceries before going to ps to meet juliet :D (heehee) and we went to BEN & JERRY'S CHUNKFEST.

when we got there we met yishyuan and amanda and we queued for ice cream!! and the queue was really long and it started to rain halfway o.o so we had to use one umbrella (SIMIN YOU ARE THE SAVIOUR OF THE DAY) and squeeze!!! so as not to get wet. there was this guy that was gonna beat us up because we were laughing at the girl who was trying to seek shelter under a plastic bag o.o okay it wasn't that exaggerated but she was like scary for a moment!! so we got to try our cool USA flavours and i tried cinnamon buns, chocolate peanut butter swirl. i wanted to try so many more but i was too paiseh o.o haha in the end i got half-baked in a cone, just like simin. (: okay i sound like i crush her or something (BUT I DO?! uh ignore that HAHAHA)

i personally don't like my pose but amanda looks hilarious i had to post this.

oh wells we stayed around and watched the jamaican me crazy dance competition that amanda and simin wanted to go up so bad but didnt! haha then we watched the vermonster eating contest, 20 scoops of ice cream, 10 scoops of chopped walnuts, 5 scoops of fresh whipped cream, 4 scoops of hot fudge, 5 chocolate chip cookies, 2 scoops of M&Ms, 2 scoops of Reeses, 2 scoops of chocolate jimmies AND 1 giant homemade brownie. (clap clap) it sounds so good separately but it looked horrifying!! and i really felt like puking even though i didn't take a single bite. but oh well it was fun looking at them scoop with their hands etc etc hoho. saw a couple of other people there like jolyn! (my first compliment for my hair i think hahaha thank you) and claire and actually that's about it.

after that we went to the national museum and got a little crazy and started to take loads of photos haha. i was so out of place with the standard chartered bag (lari your fault lol) but nevermind i am k3wl. we walked to the cathay where we met lari and then i had to leave and at night, i went to aloha changi chalet for my cousin's birthday party but we didn't stay long and had to leave soon.

this is the cool aircon with hair blowing wheee

we made people take photos of us on the escalator. like we totally followed them on the escalator to ask them to take for us -.-

this morning woke up bright and early for the STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON 2008. (: met simin there and we squeezed our way to the front hahaha. the run felt good and this run was really really crowded! after the run i had trouble finding mum and simin beat me to it but i managed to see thashi, mariel, lari, vienna, jodee and ms adelyn who ran 21k well done man i'll never be able to do that. hmm went off for church and after church we went down to bugis for soup spoon HAHAH i want to laugh k nvm. after that we went to national library and i went off for work today was really fun cause uh i dunno but it was fun :D and now i'm back and i just completed important stuff.

catch ya later, calculator!

5december2008

2008-12-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

okay i am actually typing "december" under title time really flies!!!

oh well okay let's see what i did on wednesday to today. wed fetched lari from rg in the morning and then we went to keppel together. headed to the gym and ran on the threadmill for about an hour it felt really good! there was this super cute auntie there heehee. halfway through my phone was playing this really really really slow song and it almost made me wanna give up cause my pace was getting s-l-o-w too haha but i didn't lah. after that lari and i talked a bit while stretching, then went to the sauna to clear our pores!! lol ok then we went to bathe and mum came and brought us to vivo where lari and i checked out the cool computers and got it stuck o.o after that we trained down and parted ways. i went to bugis and sat at the soup spoon acting "lit-ty" while enjoying my free soup + drink and reading time magazine. haha it was quite fun what who said you cannot eat alone! then i went to the library and read baby blues and almost fell asleep actually i was TRYING to do so cause it was really comfy and i had so much time to kill but i kept thinking that the librarian was gonna scold me when i heard footsteps hahaha. so in the end i didn't sleep and walked out where i met jiali and she told me all about their quarrantine experience lol. then walked to bras basah and looked at the book fairs and then to raffles city for fun and back. when i got back it was time finally to go to work and so i went.

thursday! woke up and went for training the sun was superrrrrr hot today and my tanline got like a million times more obvious ): i think i'm starting to be obsessed with it but nevermind. went to soup spoon at city hall with lari, lai and simin and we took lots of free yoghurt at yoguru. the clam chowder is so good!! heh okay then simin and i left for expo to collect race pack and oh man the queue was so long!! it was so killer and we were so tired but we were bored and decided to do stupid stuff like on our bluetooth and find out who is june and mindy. after 2 hours we finally got the thing and we went to the mrt and i had to train down to paya lebar and after that i took the wrong bus because it went round in a circle and ended up in the same place and the route was so long and i was so pissed and gonna be late for calligraphy and i had to walk home and bathe like mad and rush off for class and have dinner in the car. yes that basically sums up the whole frantic mood i was in lol. but anyway mum's dinner was good and that was the comforting bit and calligraphy was not bad either except that i wasn't in a peaceful mood and i couldn't write properly argh. lai and i brought in our apple juice + avocado milk drinks heehee and after calligraphy i wanted to munch so we went to the confectionery and bought some kaya cake. (sheesh i am not getting rid of the eating-at-night habit.)

today is a me day again haha had lots of me time. woke up a little later at about 9.15 and then i used the com a while before going down to amk. wanted to buy fbts but decided not to. said hi to auntie at the stall and after walking around i went home. hmm did some important stuff and then went to iron and keep the clothes lol. at about 5 mum came to pick me up and we went to keppel to swim. weather was not bad there was sun but it wasn't exactly very hot. it felt really good! headed down to vivo and mum and i had dinner before walking around and buying some stuff and now i'm back home.

alright i'm full and tired and feel like sleeping...

2december2008

2008-12-02T23:31:00.006+08:00

okay wowza it's been pretty exciting so far. okay not really super exciting but at least packed with activities :D

saturday!
prom shopping number 2 with brother haha. oh before that went to run at ecp with simin lai lari and this time wasn't good cause i peng-ed halfway cause my stomach was giving me problems o.o haha but anyway it was nice running with them and this time, time passed more quickly! whoohoo. hmm after that went to grocery shop before going home and going out to orchard. had lunch at the soup spoon where we saw jerrold and family (: it was nice seeing them after so long. then we walked around taka, wisma, lido isetan to get the rest of kor's prom stuff and yesss at last we did. he looked pretty good but i shan't post any photos yet until it's over. which is tomorrow btw. rushed off to church after that and we were late :/ then after church went to ahmah's house to settle some stuff before heading home! home sweet home.

sunday!
this morning woke up bright and early and went for dim sum with ahmah and yiyi. we went down to shang palace at shangri-la and we had to go and eat before 12 because there's this discount like you finish and leave the place before 12 and you'll get a 30% discount. haha so it was pretty worth it!! after that mum and i went down to bugis and walked around bugis junction first and then we went to haji lane for the flea market! haha it rained halfway unfortunately :/ and people were stranded along the corridors but luckily it stopped and we could see the stuff after all. the stuff were really cheap! like when we asked the price the girl was like: uhhh, 5 dollars. then she laughed, i'm just saying whatever comes to my mind. haha guess they needed to clear the stuff. met emelia jiali and estherpang, but then we separated and i continued walking with mum. after that i saw jananii and jermaine too. after buying stuffs (including jeans for 8bucks) mum and i headed back to bugis junction and i had my very first jco donut which was not bad! hung around awhile then went to work.

monday!
match with mgs in the morning. it was our very first match as a div so i guess it was pretty fun and exciting. argghhh no more chiangmai :/ but nevermind we will still train hard and whack many many ballzzzz next year. after training was supposed to have lunch with the batchhhh but had to rush off for work so i didn't.

tuesday!
today woke up bright and early again! and took mrt down to yck to meet simin to go to flea's house. simin was all black and i was all white yay lol and as usual she was as high as ever. when we got there the usual people lai and liying and kexin were still in bed. we had breakfast! pancakes with honey + syrup + butter + nutella + condensed milk all flea's creations. haha wrote the letters then went to wheelock to meet the juniors for farewell. ooh on the way we got separated cause we the people who walk faster got on the earlier train -.- and we had a major camwhoring session on the way to orchard. basically every stop when the train stopped we were supposed to take a photo. so here goes.

NO-vena. (geddit!!! no = cross)

NIU-ton. (uh the cow horns thing.)

and the rest were just random.

this is touch a different part of your face pose.

finally, a proper one.

we ended up about half an hour late sorry :/ haha we were all dressed in different colours. amanda was blue, kexin was blue2, flea was green, simin was black, i was white, lari was yellow, eunice was purple (brinjal/barney), eileen was brown, lai was grey and liying was pink. and the junior's theme was hip hop hahaha they all looked quite cute la. thanks for all the presents juniors! secones gave us this really cute bear called COOKIES from build-a-bear!! and sec twos gave us cool bats with notes written on them i love the way they all made the bats. (: sec threes gave us 70dollars GV vouchers ohman you guys really spent a lot :/ thank you very very very much and i'll miss rgs softball alot definitely ):

cookies!

bats from sectwos!

we ordered food and sheesh we ate so much the bill was so ex :/ ordered 4 mudpies and gobbled them up like mad and then we took pictures outside with the juniors (:

secthrees, you guys are gonna be the real backbone of rgs softball so lead by example (:

sectwos, you guys are gonna be in bdiv next year!! listen to your captains and never give up cause we all believe you can do it.

and finally our very small secones, next year is cdiv and backbone of the team! do your best and guide your new juniors and make sure you guys make your cdiv a memorable one.

batch '08 yeah!

after that we wanted to do something but we couldn't decide on what so we spent about 45 minutes or so standing around doing basically nothing hahaha. after that i went to work and now i'm back home. thank you juniors again! remember to let the rest know who rgs softballers really are and whack it out. love ya guys.

28november2008

2008-11-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

hmm shopping with kor was pretty fun. haha we went down to borders first to get my planner yay (it was 100% free btw :D) then we went to paragon for soup spoon yay i love that place and so does kor his comment was: "thanks for making me walk all the way to paragon it was worth it" lol cause he was really hungry. anyway we went to taka and found some stuff but it didn't seem to fit so well so we decided to wait for mum to come and see how it goes. kaibin and lai and auntie came to meet us and then some of my brother's friends also came. went off halfway to work and in the end he bought a zara blazer not even from taka la. lol and my sneakers which was again, 100% free whoohoo.

wednesday we had training and after that da-baoed from s11 and went to food junction at j8. haha we xiao people managed to create weird words in place of bad words like juggies or something but as if we will remember to use it hahaha. after that had to rush home and went out to work again. thursday woke up at 9.15 yay! (i managed to sleep late) and went to work. today saw alot of people man especially chua simin the best who walked past 3 times but didn't even see me -.- lol then went to meet lai for dinner and we had swensen's as dessert yum but very ex :O calligraphy which was not bad! will write stuff for cny (:

today we supposed to have match but dunno why it was not planned properly so in the end didn't have. had a scrimmage with the guys and after that lunched with the batch again. simin is officially high lol. oh amanda is even worse. where are you going? "i'm going to mars!" are you lunching? "oh i'm launching..." HAHAHA okay nvm must be there then can appreciate. went to ahmah's house after that and then played with gwen and gracelyn (: after that went to meet chuaaaa again lol and walked around, ate ben and jerry's and then now i'm alone and lonely at home ):

22november2008

2008-11-22T10:55:00.001+08:00

hoho okay i shall add on here. so lai came over to bake for tan and we baked brownies. but we kinda got impatient with the "leave on wired rack to cool for at least an hour" and tried to take 'em out too early in the end the bottom wasn't properly held together but at least the top looked nice o.o hahaha and lai and i did cleaning up jobs with the muffin tins.

the clouds were scary! this photo is not edited.

after that lai and i went to ps daiso to buy stuff to wrap for liying's brownies! (haha okay now you know where they were from already liying and you know how much :O) after buying we decided to go take a look at christmas lights then halfway while crossing the road we were like "LET'S GO LOOK AT THE ...(yknow!!)..." and then we walked went but it was not there?!!?! so we had to call the rest aiyah very very upset ): sigh but anyway we went to have dinner at the soup spoon and then went home after that.

when i got back i wrapped liying's stuff.

sunday was basically church, lunch at ahmah's house, then work. and monday, which was yesterday was training (okay i officially declare that i have the worst tanline ever!!) and after that went to work again. yay i have a new friend!! ooh today i'm gonna go prom shopping with my brother it's gonna be fun fun fun :D can't wait.

thursday!
went to work at 12 and worked all the way until 5 haha it was pretty fun and then after that went to bishan to meet lai for dinner :D talked a bit and then went for calligraphy! hmm learnt more stuff today but i was pretty worn out :/ after calligraphy lai eunice and i baked cookies for comeback people at my house and we were so tired already hahaha so we finished about 1230 towards 1 and slept at 1 plus.

friday!
training this morning was very, very tiring. for me at least. well at first it wasn't so bad. sometimes when you sleep late and wake up early you have loads of energy! but anywayz, it got tiring after that i guess cause i haven't been resting enough the past few days. so that explained the not so good mood during training sorry ): after training we went to keep equipment at rj, then i went home and had lunch before napping for 2 hours and waking up at about 5. simin came down and we talked on the bus on the way to school. comeback was not bad! well done liying lari and leen :D the three Ls. took loads of photos and then fetched eileen to bishan before going home.

saturday!
this morning went running with simin at east coast. nice leh the weather (okay it was hot) but the sky was nice and blue :D so yup had a great time talking. later!!